Jess' POV
It's midnight and I can't sleep. One thought is not letting me sleep, why did I ever broke up with him? Did I make the right decision. Ugh, I don't know.
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I woke up to my alarm and I didn't notice I slept last night. Well that's funny.
in the middle of turning of my alarm Dahlia throwed a pillow at me straight through my face, "Dahlia Marie Stewart!" I screamed,
"What?" she yelled back,
"I am going to kill you!!" I said
"Yeah,whatever"she mumbled through her pillow
I immediately got up and went to the shower to be more awake.
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After my long shower I went to eat my breakfast,I grabbed my cereal and the milk and just stared at the window and think about something like
FLASHBACK:
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"Hey,Calum thanks for saving me" I said
"No problem"he said,
After a long awkward silence, he suddenly spoke up
"Jessica" he said
"Yes?" I replied
"Do you want to be best friends?" He asked
OMG!!!! HE WANTS TO BE BEST FRIENDS
"Of course" I replied
A few weeks passed and you know what happened?
I FELL IN LOVE WITH MY BESTFRIEND.....
Because everytime I hear him talk,my heart pounds so hard, ready to leap out of my chest, and everytime he holds me I feel butterflies erupting in my stomach and also when I look at him I feel my knees go weaker.
And as I was walking to my next class I saw Calum kissing a girl.
OUCH!!!!!!!
My eyes widened and just walked away, I felt tears sting my eyes I tried to blink them away but I couldn't hold it back so I went to the nearest girls bathroom and cried and cried until the bell rung.
As the class ended I immediately went to my locker and put my books there, I can't remove the thought that Calum kissed a girl.
As I arrived home,thank God I was alone,I went straight to my room and change into some sweats,and decided I should watch some movie, I decided to watch Monsters Inc. (do not judge I love that movie) and got myself a tub of ice cream.
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I MISS YOU//C.H.
FanfictionBeing with Calum Hood is the best but I broke up with him and I think that's the worst decision ever made by the history of my life