Things that happened, and I feel I need to write them down

2/10/2018

It's been a while, my fellow readers! (Actually just my friends... you know, I'm lonely.)

And I've been going to school almost every weekday for about a month now :D

I'll try to summarise the past month for you. 

First, lame start of school year stuff, and I was nervous because they all said this year was gonna be stressful. Studies aren't too bad so far, but my friends are stressing themselves out emotionally and that's stressing me out. (On a minor scale, I mean. Not to the point where I get to go around texting "I wanna commit suicide. I'm dying.")

Then, the typhoon (named after a fruit). Massive destruction everywhere, but people still managed to get to work the day after. I'm not gonna comment on the political aspects of this, I'm just glad that I'm safe.

Everyone has started becoming very depressed, rant about suicide every day, and trying out methods like self-harm to ease their emotional pain. I mean, it's fine to rant. Just don't expect me to be able to fix it. How am I supposed to know what depression is like? How am I supposed to know how to reply to you texts about suicide?

So my friends and I formed this "family", 2 of us are parents and the other 6 are children. As the third child, my older siblings cannot boss over me (because I'm used to bossing over people :0) and I get to boss over my younger siblings. I like this life. (We also have some brothers-in-law, mostly fictional.)

And then, yesterday happened.

She said she wanted to "lash out at me", because... wait, no. Now that I look back at those texts, I don't even see a valid reason for her to lash out at me.

I ended up saying, "Let's play the game 'how much can Raichu take before she quits every chat group and never talks to anyone ever again'." Boy, she was FUMING. Let the swearing game commence! (Actually, I didn't swear.) My reply was a subtle hint to tell her to stop the rants, but I guess she really didn't get it. Goodness knows what she interpreted it as! I thought it wouldn't hurt anyone if I used myself as the subject as this hint, but I was wrong! WOWIE!

Anyways, back to today. 

We received 3 physics worksheets, because our teacher is  UTTERLY AMAZING. I've finished one so far, but I'm not in the mood to do any more.

We made sponge cakes (ceks XD) in our Technology and Living lesson, but I haven't tasted it yet. It's in the fridge and I'm too lazy to get it out.

In biology, we discussed proteins. We also had a mini quiz on lipids. I recall one teacher from last year... the classroom was well below 20 degrees Celsius (in both summer and winter), and everyone would shiver and put on their jackets. BUT THE TEACHER WAS SWEATING. Probably because of an excess amount of lipids.

Despite paying full attention in maths lesson today, I didn't understand a thing. 2 of my friends actually spared some time to explain it to me, which I am extremely thankful for.

I texted my brother, and we had this deep discussion about memes. 

We're supposed to have a family lunch tomorrow, but because of the "unfortunate incident" that happened yesterday, lunch will be too awkward and I won't show up. Sorry.

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I tried to make this entry as neutral as possible, but if you do happen to feel offended about anything, please keep it to yourself. Thank you for your cooperation.