I'm Fine (Drarry)

Chapter 17- Gryffindor Party

>Harry's POV>

I sit on my broom above the match looking for the glint of gold as the bludgers get hit around by Fred, George, Crabbe, and Goyle back and forth, a bludger was hit to Ron and his face went pale and he kicked it back and Gryffindor cheered louder, Slytherins on the other hand let out a groan and others sang louder.. they chanted words that i couldn't hear.. but i knew it wasn't nice by their shining pins i saw before the match "Weasley is Our King" it wrote.. it wasn't good i already knew, Dray was circling around and he flew over to me and pulled up and stationed next to me "Seen the snitch yet?" he said and i shake my head, i look back at Ron who hit a buldger from the left hoop and Gryffindor cheered, Pretty sure Fred hit the buldger and it flew through the hoop "30 to 20!" Lee Jordan cheered through the intercom and Draco held his fist up and i bumped it and we flew into opposite directions, i flew slowly letting the crisp early December air dance over my ears and nose making it turn red. I couldn't really see but i saw a flash of gold and i saw that Draco saw it too because we were now flying after the winged ball, we shot down wards and i stretched my left hand out and reached for it. Draco did the same and we leaned forward and my fingers ran through the air turning them light pale and i leaned forward a bit more and i grasped the snitch and slowed down, so did Draco.. we let out puffs of air and I held it up.. The stands cheered and screamed "HARRY POTTER HAS CAUGHT THE SNITCH, GRYFFINDOR WINS!!" Lee cheered and everyone slowly flew down, i felt a sharp pain in my back and i fell off my broom.. i wasn't far from the ground but it hurt like hell "Harry! Are you alright!?" Angelina said running to me with her broom in her hand and Draco jumped down and ran to me and helped me up "are you alright baby?" he said and i nodded rubbing my back lightly "I think" i say and he smiled "I was about to get that" he said and i laughed and opened my hand from the struggling snitch that sat in it and it rose up a bit and i smiled as i flew back to Angelina's box "but the thing is, you didn't, you need to lean further love" i say and he smiled "thanks for the tip" he says and he opened his arm and i fell into it and he hugged me "good job" he says and i let out a muffled laugh "You too" i say looking up from his chin and he smiled "damn Harry you're freezing" he  says and i shrug "Not for long" i say and he rubbed my shoulder "that's the sportsmanship i want to see!" Madam Hooch called after yelling at Crabbe for the illegal move he did, pretty sure he was the one who hit me with the bludger.

"Weasley can save anything, He never leaves a single ring, That's why Gryffindor's all sing: Weasley is our King!" Everyone cheered holding Ron up for his amazing work, I stood next to Hermione and Draco had his arm around me and he smiled at the cheering people "Weasley can save anything, He never leaves a single ring, That's why Gryffindor's all sing: Weasley is our King!" The song was sang over again as he laughed being held up by his brothers, he jumped down and everyone clapped, Lavender stood there.. she had poured something into her mouth before he jumped down and she latched her lips onto his holding his face and he gasped and kissed back and everyone whistled.. Hermione huffed and ran out of the room as everyone cheered at the snogging people, i slipped out of Draco's grip and i found a crying Hermione sat on the stairs, i walk down them and sit next to her "Harry.. how do you feel.. when.. you see Draco with another girl.. or another guy?" she cried and i shrugged "i'm not sure.." i whispered and she cried wiping her face, she leaned on my shoulder and i grabbed her hand and put it on my knee and held it tightly. we sat for a while and Draco walked down and sat behind me and hugged us "you good?" he says and Hermione wiped her face and nodded lightly, i kiss her forehead lightly and she smiled, i lean back a bit and kissed Draco's lips softly making him blush but he kissed back and we separated and he smiled rubbing Hermione's back as she leaned on me, Draco pulled his legs around me and i smiled "you guys should head to bed" he said and i shrugged lightly and Hermione groaned quietly "Hermione, want me to run you a bath in the Prefect's area?" he says and she nodded "please?" she said and Draco laughed quietly "alright, Love you Harry, i'll be in your dorm soon. Come up when your ready Hermione" he said standing up, i looked up at him and he crouched down and kissed me softly making me smiled "Love you too" i say and he smiled and made his way up the stairs again, we sat there and Hermione let out small hiccups and wiped her face constantly.. we heard fast footsteps and giggling.. Ron was being dragged by a giggling Lavender, She stopped and held onto his arm tightly "Oh this room is already take baby" she cooed and Ron stared at Hermione "come on" she cooed and she started to walk "are you alright-" he started and Lavender came back "Ron-won! come on" she said kissing his lips making Hermione hide her face on my back "one second Lavender, go find uh a room.." he muttered and she giggled and ran off, he walked over and sat next to Hermione and she looked up at him and he took his thumb and wiped a tear off her peachy face "Ron.." she muttered and i stood up because i was hoping for them to kiss.. i walked to the window and looked out of it, i could see them in the reflection.. I smiled as i saw Ron gently press his lips onto Hermione's making her blush bright red, he pulled away when he heard steps and blushed "Ron-won!" Lavender squealed and ran over to him and grabbed his shirt "Come on" she said pulling and he looked back at Hermione and she smiled "wow" she said and i laughed "go take your bath" i say and she nodded and ran up the stairs smiling, i smiled and walked up after her and sat in the common room. "When I was young, my heart was always on the run, But you make lovin' fun, I never knew it could be, I see you from a different point of view, I feel it's too good to be true, I found my missing piece.." i sang quietly and i pulled my journal out and tapped it with my wand muttering my password 'Christmas day' and it opened and i smiled flipping to a clear page to write:

I miss mom and dad.. i hope they are proud of me.. probably not since on gay.. but i hope they are proud.. i feel like no one is proud of me these days.. i'm so happy i have Draco.. i don't think i would live without him.. I wish i had a little brother or sister to take care of, or just a son or daughter.. wait... i don't know what i want to do for Draco and I's 1 year this Christmas.. i don't know if the Weasley's want me at the burrow for Christmas, i hope Draco can spend Christmas with me.. i'm too paranoid about everything... I write and i shut it as i heard the portrait open and i blushed "Damn Harry, why'd you slam so hard?" Draco said as the clasped echoed quietly and i laughed "no reason, just uh got spooked" i say and he laughed and sat down next to me "ooh can i read your diary?" he said and i rolled my eyes "not a diary and you can try to open it but i'm not going to open it if you get the password wrong" i say and i handed it to him and he muttered words to it holding his wand to it.. then it popped open "Ah ha!" he said and i blushed "how did you know?" i say and he laughed "i'm not that dumb Harry" he said and i leaned on him with a laugh "aw" he said pulling out a small photo of me when i was a tiny baby and i blushed "this is mine now" he said and i blushed more. He flipped the page a few more times and Hermione walked in behind us "Draco, if you read this i want you to know that i love you so much, you make me so happy and i don't think anyone could do that. I gave up on hope on everything, the day you asked what was wrong last year when i left the great hall and was heading to the bathroom, i was going there to end my life.. i gave up on everything and i felt like nobody was there for me anymore.. but after you showed me that you cared i told you what was wrong but i didn't want to tell you what i was doing, I've cut myself for years and the only reason I've stopped was because of you -uh?- i wouldn't be able to live without you Draco Lucius Malfoy, i hope you understand how much you made me happy and proud of who i am. I love you so much and i feel like i shouldn't be the one who you spend your life with.. i'm not as important as the other girls and boys in this school, but it would be an honor and life changing experience to live with you in the future, but knowing you, you would probably get bored of me because i'm depressed person that can't control their emotions.. Sorry for the long story, i hope you see this.. and if you do.. I love you.." he read quietly and i hid my face as it turned bright red "baby" he whispered and i looked up and he kissed my lips roughly making me fall back, he fell on top and continued to kiss me. I ran my fingers through his hair and tugged on it, the book fell to the floor and i smiled slightly into the kiss "I love you too" he said and i smiled kissing him once again "ahem" Hermione said above us and Draco sat up and i did too and we laughed "that was hot, so you let him read your diary and not me?" she said and i rolled my eyes "he guessed the password" i say and she nodded "Uh huh, well you should get into bed you both... before.. your fan club sees" she said and i rolled my eyes and stood up and then bent down and picked up my book "hmm" i hum and Draco slapped my ass and i blushed "Oi" i say turning around and he smirked "perv" i say and he laughed and stood up, i put my arm around his neck and kissed him.. his hand traced down my back and stopped at my ass and i blushed as we moved back and forth "I love yooou" he said as we moved back and forth slowly "i love you more" i say against his lips making him smirk "Impossible" he said running his hand back up my back making goosebumps appear on my neck, "here" i whispered tilting my head and he kissed down my chin and left red and purple bruises on my neck and collarbone and he laughed lightly "Lets get to bed love" he said and i nodded and put my book back and we walked to bed.