I'm Fine (Drarry)

Chapter 3- Choosing

>~<Harry's POV>~<

I sit under the tree by the Quidditch field and i start to write a song; badly. It was after lunch and everyone had the day off so i went outside to sit under the tree to be alone... i look over and notice a red head snogging Dean, my eyes glossed over like glass and i hugged my legs as i start to have a panic attack.. the only person lately who could calm me down from a panic attack was Draco Malfoy, why? i'm not sure.. but i needed him right now.. I cried into my knees rocking back and forth trying to calm down.. it wasn't working, i stood up and my breathing picked up same with my heart thumped out of my chest.. tears burning my face with memories and regret, i run into someone "Sorry" i mutter and he turns around "Hey, you alright?" Draco says and i nod "yep.. i'm fine" i mutter and he pushes the tears off of my face "Hey, you know i'm here for you always, come one tell me what's wrong" he said sweetly and i fall against his chest "i- i don't know what's wrong.. i just saw Ginny freely snogging Dean in front of me.. and i had a panic attack.. it seems you're the only one who can calm me down" i say into his chest as he wraps his arms around me "like i said Harry, you will be better without her pressure or weight on your shoulders.. and i love to give you hugs and calm you down, that's why i'm here" he says making me smile, my breathing slowed down and tears stopped coming down my face, but i wanted to stay in his arms "are you alright now?" he whispered and i nodded "but i like your hugs so don't leave" i say looking up at him childishly and he smiled "I'm not leaving" he said and hugged me tighter making my eyes heavy, i let out a yawn "when was the last time you slept?" he asked as we walked to the tree i was just at, my notebook laid in the green September grass with nothing but a few words on it and a song title "uh like actual good night sleep?" i say resuming my position against the tree, Draco sat next to me and i laid my head against his chest scooting down more so i could lay against him "yeah" he said putting an arm around me playing with the ends of my shirt "uh.. i don't remember, like 2 months ago maybe?" i say and he lets out a small sigh "Take a nap" he said and i blushed "but?" i say and he shakes his head "Take a nap Harry, you need it" he says looking down at me, i nod and close the book that was in the grass and put my hand sorta on his chest and also under my head but mostly on his chest. I fall asleep not even 5 minutes later after Draco started to hum.

>~<Draco's POV>~<

Harry slept against my chest making my heart flutter, i reach over for the book he closed.. i opened it with my one hand as my other was around Harry's back and down at his waist holding him closer to me. I look at the words, it was a song that he was starting.. i flip the page and there was a full song called 'I'm Fine' and i read through it, it was sorta sad but still beautiful 'I told you that I was fine but you know it's a lie, hold me close to you even if i don't want you too. You know i love you, yet you don't even care to see, only one who can help me is you..' i smile resting my head on Harry's and i started to draw in the back of the book.. of us..

'Two boys rested against a large oak tree, one in a deep gray shirt and the other asleep against the other with a lighter shirt on. The boy's lips were parted lightly and his hair a bit wild, his glasses against the tip of his nose. The other boy's head was resting on the sleeping boy's head and held the other boy close' i smile and finish shading and i kept looking down at Harry to see how long his hair is or how precise his eye lashes should be, or the detail on his shirt. I finish and i close the book putting it back, it's been like an hour or two maybe and i saw what Harry was talking about.. Weaslette was against the wall and Dean was like sucking her face off, her hands roaming his body "gross" i whispered putting my head back on Harry's, kissing it lightly "you will be fine Harry, i'm here.. and i'm not leaving" i whisper pulling him closer to me.. he was so beautiful to be treated like he was now... being abused and torn by people around him.. i wish i could tell him that i loved him and that i want to kiss his perfect lips. i mean what.. i didn't say that.