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So I'm struggling with keeping up a smile everyday. 

Do you think anyone would care if I were gone?

If I scratch myself everyday and I attend school with a happy cheerful smile then would anyone have the right to notice? 

I might be depressed.

I might be sad.

Alone and scared of this world. 

I don't remember the last time I was myself but I think it was two years ago. 

No one understands me......