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Anxiety ◇ Janiel

A/N Hello guys! the first few parts suck. I am cringing as I read them. If there are any specific chapters you would like me to edit I will! Most have potential I am just no longer in the fandom so I wont edit them unless suggested. I will be revamping some (Car crash specifically) for stray kids. You can either comment here, on the chapter or dm me and ill edit them. Ill make sure to make them better with more details, longer and better descriptive words. Thank you! 

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Jack's POV

Today we had 2 interviews and a show. We had all day booked up and, I could feel my anxiety starting to get bad. I never told the boys I had it, to me it wasn't important and kind of embarrassing. Nobody has seen me have an attack besides my mom.

"Jack, Daniel, get out of bed get ready!" Jonah yelled.

(I know they live in apartments now but oh well)

I and Dani both groaned and got out of bed to start this packed day.

I walked to the bathroom to go my hair first. I decided to do a bun after a while of styling in it got it just right. I brushed my teeth and grabbed a full black outfit. I could see Daniel In the hallway, damn Daniel. He looked hoooottttt.

"Okay, you guy ready? We can eat in the car" Corbyn asked gathering everyone downstairs.  We all grabbed a banana and our keys and left the house. It freaked me out a little, I don't think I can make it all day. Okay, jack just doesn't make it obvious.

"Okay let's start this long ass day," Zach said yawning. The boys all laughed, I fake smiled and looked back out the window. Someone poked my arm, I jumped and hit my head on the roof then the window. Daniel looked at me confused and worry clear as day on his face.

"Umm, you uh okay there?" He asked still confused. I nodded and turned back around. I could barely breathe but I didn't make a scene. I took deep breaths trying to slow my breathing, I tried counting cars and it helped slowly but surely.

"We are here," Zach said snapping me out of my train of thought. I nodded and walked inside.

"Your oddly quiet today you okay?" Daniel asked coming up from behind me.

"Yeah I'm fine, just nerves I guess," I said shrugging. He nodded and walked to the others. Breath jack just breath.

~After the interview~

We just finished the interview, for the most part, it was okay. I had one mini panic attacks in the interview just like in the car. We were now heading to the next one. I sighed and sunk into my seat wanting to disappear from the world.

"Jack do you have asthma? I saw you breathing really heavy in the interview" Daniel asked.

"No, I don't know what you're talking about Dani" I don't want them to find out. They are all perfect, then there is me flawed jack with stupid anxiety so high I have a panic attack at least once every two days. I felt my lungs burning again I tried to slow it down but nothing was working.

"Were here" Corbyn yelled. Everyone got out except for me. I opened the door and walked out trying to not show any signs.  My knees were wobbly and I have no clue how I managed to make it inside.

I went straight for the bathroom with 15 mins until the actual interview. I sat on the floor and tried to breathe in and out. Nothing was working I freaked out making it worse. My first tear came out. Oh my God STOP, please! I felt myself get really lightheaded. I tried to breathe in harder than before. I scrambled to get my phone. I clicked Daniel's contact and put it on speakerphone.

"Jack where are you?"

"Bathroom please help"

"Umm okay I'm on my way"

The phone hung up. I was still gasping for air. I curled up into a tight ball trying to stop the spinning world.

"Jack where are y- oh God" he came running over to me.

"Okay jack looks at my breathe in 1 2 3 out 1 2 3" I followed his orders and could feel my lungs working. I started crying a long time ago but now I was a crying mess.

"Jack it okay just breath, I'm right here, it's okay" he pulled me into a hug. I was thankful for the hug. I cried onto his shoulder for a little before stopping myself.

"Dani, did I mess up the interview?" I asked still crying. He shook his head no.

"We still have 5 mins" I nodded and cuddled into him.

~at the concert~

We pulled up and all I heard were fans screaming. I love my fans but holy shit! We quickly walked inside. Daniel was holding onto me to try to show comfort. Just breath.

We were ushered inside to get hair and makeup done. Right before the concert started I felt another one coming. I felt tears running down my face and my lungs on fire. This time was different all of the boys were around me.

"Woah jack what's wrong?" Corbyn asked confused. Daniel quickly ran up to me.

"He is having another anxiety attack, breath in and out just like last time" Daniel instructed me. I do what I'm told and slowly felt myself calm down.

"What do you mean another?" Jonah asked concerned.

"He had one a few hours ago," Daniel said still checking up on me. The boys all had a wtf look on their face.

"And you didn't tell us!" Zach yelled furiously. I took a deep breath and their faces fell.

"Oh God I'm so sorry, we shouldn't be mad about that" Jonah said rubbing my arm.

"Get out there boys!" Someone yelled. The three ran leaving me and Dani. Daniel looked at me and pulled me up with him. He quickly crashed his lips into mine and ran for the stage. Holy crap, Daniel kissed me. I ran with the boys and sang my heart out.

~after the concert~
We pulled up to our house and all ran upstairs, today was exhausting. I plopped onto my bed, waiting for Daniel to come in the room. After a few minutes, he walked in smirking.

"So uhh you uhh kissed me," I said sounding more like a question.

"That I did Avery," he said smirking.

"Can we do it again?" I asked shyly. He laughed and sat next to me.

"Of course we can sugar," he said colliding our lips into one. He put his hand on my waist pulling me closer. I melted into the kiss. He pulled away panting.

"I love you spice" I giggled using the pet name.

"Did you just call me spice?" Daniel asked confused.

"Your the spice to my sugar," I said laughing.

"Love you to dork"