band shirts&angels

chapter 2 yay

a/n hey sorry I haven't updated in forever,thanks for reading

( trigger warning )

      Amanda's P.O.V

  I took a deep breath. I had only just met Michael and now I'm telling him all about myself. he just seems like a trustworthy person.

  He looks at me,ready to listen.

  "okay well I moved out of my parents house a few months ago and I'm attending uni just a few blocks down. I have some... issues..but I don't really like to talk about that. my childhood  was typical and boring

   "what are your hobbies?" Michael asks

  "well.... I love reading and I sing a little..that's pretty much it,uni keeps me pretty busy.

  I checked the clock and it was 1:32 am .

  "well Michael its been lovely but I have to go now. I said as I got off his bed. "would you like me to walk you home? Michael asks. he's very polite and its cute.

  "sure" I smiled. it had been a while since I had genuinely smiled.

  He grabbed my hand and led me downstairs. I had only known him about 30 minutes and he made me feel like a princess.

       It was dark and chilly outside. he led me to my front door. "hey,would you like to get lunch tomorrow? Michael asks. "you told me about yourself and now its my turn"

I happily agreed. I really liked Michael. he kissed me on the cheek.

I felt butterflies and I knew I wanted to see him again.

  I closed the door and all I could think about was Michael. but then I felt the familiar darkness creeping into my soul and I was about to do something I had done many times before. I walked to the bathroom and shut the door.  I opened the cupboard where the familiar piece of cold metal was. I sunk down on the floor and dragged the razor across my arm. I felt numb. I made another cut. then another. then another. the next thing I knew,there were ten new gashes in my arm. all equally long but some were deeper. I cleaned myself up and got in bed. I love to sleep because you don't have to worry about your problems but you're not dead either. I started to cry. I hate living this way. I slowly melted into a heavy sleep. I hope I don't wake up.

a/n

hi. sorry this is so sad I'm a depressing person ok. my next update will be maybe later this week idk

love ya lots like jelly tots. xx

-A

(p.s. thanks for 30 reads even though this story is pretty lame )