10-4-18
"consumer"
you consume my thoughts
to the point it's overwhelming
and i can't... i can't handle it
i'm panicked
you're always on my mind
to the point it makes me feel sick
and i need... "can i be dismissed?"
i'm crying
you're all i know
to the point where nothing else makes sense
and i... i can't breathe
i'm shaking
(kneeling on the floor with my hands tight in my hair, my head against the wall, i cry out silently —
you're destroying me.)
