Obscure (Nash Grier)

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Obscure- əbˈskyo͝or/
adjective
1.not discovered or known about; uncertain, clueless.

That pretty much describes me, or us, but you don't know who "us" is yet. Well, my name is Emily Jones. I have longish brown hair, blue eyes, I'm 15, about 5'7, and this... is my love story. Yes love story at 15, I may sound crazy but, guess what? Love is crazy.

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What is that noise? I think to myself and I walk down my stairs with a broom in my hand. Currently I am home alone, my parents are on a business trip and my twin brother, Tanner, is at his friends.

I open the front door to find my best friend since diapers, Nash Grier. He's my world. We are always together, he always makes me laugh or smile when I'm down. I may or may not have feelings for him.. But I have to push them aside, I can't ruin out friendship knowing he probably doesn't feel the same, we are just best friends, nothing more.

"H-hey.." Nash says with puffy eyes.

"Oh my god Nash. What happened?" I say letting him in and brining him in for a hug.

"Maria, she-she broke up with me. I didn't know where else to go."

I hug him tight and whisper, "You can always come to me.." And then in my head I think, because I love you more than a friend.

I grab chips, candy, and dr. Pepper, our favorite, and headed up stairs where I sent him.

"Pick out a movie and we can talk." I say smiling.
He nods and puts on a random movie.

"Why did she do it?" I ask.

"She said, I'm not her type? We dated for 6 months and now she says it." He says and starts crying uncontrollably.

"Shhh." I whisper into his hair and hug him tightly. Honestly, being in his arms or him being in mine makes me so happy, yes I know I shouldn't be thinking that right now.

"I'm so worthless. I might as well cut again." He spoke.

"Nash don't you dare fucking start that again. You mean so much to me and when I found out you cut I was so depressed, I'm so glad you haven't cut in one year. We've been best friends for as long as I can remember and I'm not gonna let you do this shit ever again. Your so worth it Nash. The person who you end up with is going to be so lucky."

"I'm so lucky to have a best friend like you." He says into my hair and I just smile. Even thought deep down I know best friends is all we will ever be.

Nash POV

I can't believe Maria broke up with me, but honestly that's not why I'm crying. I'm crying because I know Emily will never be mine. Yes I'm in love with my best friend. The way she walks, talks, smiles, laughs, oh my gosh her laugh, I could listen to it all day long. I honestly would take a chance to tell her my feelings, but I know she doesn't feel the same.

"I'm lucky to have you too Nash, you know that right?" She says.

"I know." I say and put my hand on her knee.

She turns her attention to the movie, but I don't. I just admire her face, something I seem to always catch myself doing. I don't understand how it came to be, me being in love with her. Maybe it's the way she closes her eyes when she gets mad or the way she smiles so big and bright the whole world could fall in love..

"What?" She says smiling at me. Oh crap, she caught me.

"I was just thinking of how lucky I am to have you here, you know to um comfort me." I say.

She just smiles and says "I love you best friend."

"I love you too.." I say and think of the words 'best friend' I hate them because they remind me that, that is all we will possibly ever be.