05 | PAPER HEARTACHE

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there   are  grand
and   melancholic
stories  of    heart
break tattooed  in
sweet       cursive
against  my  heart
—  i   know   each
line     of      them,
better     than     i
know  the  earthy
dust of  cinnamon
freckles            on
my                arms

the      protagonist
sure    has    gone
through       some;
loves    that    hurt,
loves   that   smile,
and loves that she
could only wish for

no     one    would
have thought  that  
she   would   taste
the   sweet    spell
that was all  roses
and chocolate and
midnight   rain,  no
one would believe
her when she said
she had fallen into
that    feeling   that
was  all   sunshine
and butterflies and
autumn       leaves

❝ you're            too
young, ❞ they'd say,
❝ you're    but     a
child, ❞ they'd   say
but  little   did  they
know   that   loving
him   felt   like   she
had    both   relived
and  outgrown   the
molten sunlight and
the            honeyed
naivety     of      her
c  h  i  l  d  h  o  o d

those skyline eyes
that       were     all
mischief           and
childlike     wonder
were something of
a  haven  to  her—
she found a peace
and  steady rhythm
in  his  voice where
many   only   heard
chaos, and even as
they    sidestepped
through the embers
and ashy statues of
hell she  could  only
see  heaven  in  his
smile and love  him
as   if    it   were    a
sacred               and
ancient         religion

but   i've  come   to
skip      the      end
of       her       story
whenever  i feel like
rereading  the   soft
scriptures    of   her
and     her     lovers
rendezvous's;  their
end was not  pretty,
and i often feel  the
skin of  my  cheeks
shattering   against
the   tread   of   my
salted   melancholy
when  i think about
her     lover    being
taken  from  her  as
they             tiptoed
through    hell     at   
midnight trying  not 
to       wake       the     
m o  n  s  t  e  r s—    

their            adoring    
whispers  obviously    
weren't            quiet
enough,  not to  the  
demon   girl,  not to          
the           succubus

and   it   makes   me
realise     that      the
worst    thing   about  
losing  your  love  to
someone    else    is 
knowing  that  they'll  
never come  to  love
even  close  to   half   
an    atom    of    the
amount    that    you 
loved                  them

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