your jacket smells like nicotine
there's gunpowder in your eyes
you sound like fractured bones
+ what goes bump in the nightthey're distracted by the thorns
+ the barbed wire in your hands
they never get to see the roses
or the gardens that you plantthey tread over you each day
+ stoke the fire in your heart
at the sight of the broken stems
each day + night you fall apart'take this,' they'd kept saying
snapping buds off your flowers
lighting the end with your fire
+ pushing it between your lips'you'll feel better,' they said again
when you choked on smoke + tears
+ you breathed in the wilted petals
'til you were nothing but oblivion– but broken stems + cigarettes
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RECOVERED 12:11PMa/n to everyone who actually reads these little epiphanies of mine – thank you... it means the world to me. and i'd also like to apologize for being absent for so long.
my head's been in a blurry place since the beginning of the year and writing, whether it be assignments or simply for the joy of it, has become very tiresome and difficult for me.
this is dedicated to someone who has been anticipating my poetry for quite some time now, sorry for the wait...╮(─▽─)╭
– LAILA

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