Yikes...

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Ok let me start off by saying I really tried. I mean I actually kind of think the writing got slightly better as the chapters went on, but when I say slightly I mean SLIGHTLY! Keep in mind I started this story back in 2012 when I was in the 7th grade and it's 2018 now, I'm in college, I haven't even gotten past chapter 23, and I lowkey still don't even know how to use commas....

That being said THANK YOU ALL!! I mean I seriously didn't think this story would take off like that. I just started writing it because my awkward emo ass 7th grade self needed an outlet for her creativity and writing was (and I say this very loosely so don't come for the horrible writing) the only thing I was good at. I genuinely didn't think so many people would end up reading this, but back to the point wtf guys 183k reads and around 4K votes that's insane and I really appreciate all of you and I'm really sorry I didn't continue writing.

Like I said before though I really did try I even have an unfinished chapter 24 that I never published I really wanted to make this work, but the fact that every time I started to write again I kept looking back at the beginning of the story and all that came to mind was YIKESSSSSS!  I know that today I could write better so I just couldn't continue. I have considered  taking some of the concepts I liked from this story and just rewriting it because I honest to god love to write heck I have two other unfinished and unpublished stories I was working on. The only thing is well I just suck and get distracted you know, I started writing because I didn't have many friends and once again needed an outlet, but I grew up and I found my people. I still read... a lot, but most of the time I'm either busy with school or just hanging with my friends. I don't feel that need to be in my own little self created world as much as I used to it's a lot easier to jump into one someone else has already made.

Although I don't have that need to write anymore I do and always will want to do it. I eventually do want to rewrite this and make it a lot less yikes and a little more oh shit can this be a New York Times bestseller!? but uh until then I felt like I needed to say this to you guys because even though I haven't updated in like over three years I still get comments on people asking me to update and I just didn't want to lead you on. Sorry guys it's a rap it's over (hopefully to return new and improved, but still might be awhile).

Once again thank you all for reading,  following,  and actually liking my writing. I really fuckin appreciate it. Okay I think I'm done here. (Hopefully) I'll talk to you guys next time byeee.

~Jennifer

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