Another try to love [Kuroko no basuke fanfiction: AkaKuro]

¤Chapter 5: Afterglow

5:45 a.m.

-beep-beep-

My clock rang in the bedroom. I opened my eyes and went in to put it down. Looks like I felt asleep again. Today I would see him again. On one side I am looking forward to it but on the other I am not. What if he doesn't want to see me? No, I must think positive. But first let's get ready for work.

6:30 a.m.

-ring-ring-ring-

Just in time. My driver was here to pick me up. I locked the door, greeted him and got into the car. We would arrive at work nearly an hour later so now I had time to relax. Only a few hours separated me from Tetsuya. From his face, his light blue hair and eyes. How many times did I run him through his hair? His soft and well smelling hair which felt like silk. I loved it. And his light blue eyes. They looked like a mysterious ocean with many secrets. Only imaging them lets my heart race right now. Why was I blind back then? I could have treated him better. I could have been there for him. But I was focused on winning, focused on everything else but him. Now I also do my best and all but being alone is lonely. I dated numerous girls but only his image is sticking in my head. His face expressions while speaking with me. His peaceful closed eyes and light blush while kissing me and his cutely gasping and moaning beneath me.

'"Akashi-kun..? What is wrong with you today?" I grabbed his hand and pulled him into my doorway. "Nothing I just want you for me alone." A few minutes before we met Satsuki, the trainer of our basketball team, who is in love with Kuroko. She wanted to hug Kuroko and press kisses on his forehead but I pulled him away quickly and we ran the last meters home. She always did that and I hated it, Kuroko just endured it without objections, but today I wasn't in the mood for her lovey-dovey nature towards him. I closed the door and pushed him down on the floor. His eyes widened in surprise. "Akashi-kun what are you do-" I silenced him with a light kiss but broke it in no time. "Do you love her?" He shook his head immediately. "No, I love Akashi-kun." Was the answer I got. "Then why do you let her do all these things?" I asked impatiently. "Because you have to be friendly to girls and when I am not letting her do that she gets even more resistant." He sighted. "But I promise, I only love you." I knew that he only loved me, but I wanted to hear it from him to be 100 percent sure. I smiled slightly at him. "I know." Then I kissed him again but this time gentle and with passion. I sensed that his heart began to beat quicker and I smiled inside of me. Today I would do everything agonizingly slow to torture him a bit. I bit softly into his upper lip so that he would open his mouth a bit. Of course he did it dutifully. He couldn't resist my doing and I knew how I would get everything from him that I wanted. While exploring his small mouth with my tongue, I carefully slit under his t-shirt and stroke above his belly. His whole body shivered slightly. My hand trailed off to his small nipples and I surrounded, stroke above and pinched them a little whereupon Kuroko moaned lightly into the kiss. I broke the kiss and looked into his glancing eyes. Now they weren't dull anymore but filled with emotions. I embraced him, lifted him up bridal style and went upstairs to my room. Once there, I placed him cautiously on my bed and kissed his smooth lips again. He gasped when he felt my fingers undressing him. At first I got rid of his blazer and then I removed his shirt. Now he lay half naked and blushing under me. I liked to see him like that. Small, defenceless, surrendering to me. "Akashi-kun can you please not stare too long? It's embarrassing..." I only chuckled. "But that's one of my favorite poses of you." Now Kuroko blushed even more. I touched his chest with my finger tips and stroke across it. Then I bent down and kissed his neck up and down. Small moans escaped his mouth what let me do it more intense. I bit flimsy into it and licked afterwards apologiesing over it. I liked to play with him and he responded always in my wished action. Slowly my hand trailed down his upper body unbottening his pants and slipping into his boxers.'

"Akashisan we arrived." I heard my driver saying. I opened my eyes, nodded, opened the car door and got off to walk into the building. My secretary welcomed me like everyday and brought me coffee while I read through my schedule. A lot was to do today but I had to finish it quickly to go to Kuroko's speech.

"I'll be off today at three." I informed her wherupon she nodded. When she left I concentrated on my work to be on time.

3:00 p.m.

The last paper was sighned for today and my schedule finished. I got back into the car and arrived a bit later at the Tokyo University. Big signs were positioned to guide the way to the room of the speech. I followed them and ended up in a really big lecture hall. Wow. Back in middle school Tetsuya would have never spoken in front of this many people. A few repoters where also in the first rows. I sat down on a chair at the back. I didn't want him to notice me right away. After the speech I would walk up to him and congratulate him for the great speech and ask him out for a drink - this was my plan.

When Tetsuya entered the scene clapping sounds were heard and it became quiet immediately. He looked good in his black suit. As slim as in middle school but grownup and handsome. The grey tie complimented him well and he had a little smile on his face which let me blush at once. His whole figure, his walk, his voice were appealing for me. He really grew up into a nifty man. Also his speech was excellent. He voice was calm and his style of speaking exalted. Tetsuya changed a lot from 10 years ago. One can say he became a different person. Was it the right decision to come here and see him?

No question.

I want to change my life and get this special person back and maybe this is my only chance to get it.

After 2 hours the speech was over and the questions all answered. Another time loud clapping was heard and a popping of flashbulbs appeared. A few people went up to him, shaking hands, congratulating him and everytime he smiled slightly. Every smile let my heart arch in a strange way. Back in middle school he only smiled at me and always looked dull when other's were speaking with him. He really changed. When the most people were gone I also walked up to him. He was talking with a woman and I waited till their conversation was finished. When she said her good bye words I finally approached him.

"Nice to meet again, Tetsuya."