Not Again (Vanoss crewxReader)- Discontinued

4: Prove it

I went back to class and I got stopped all of a sudden and shoved against a wall

I was about to scream but who ever had me against the wall had their hand over my mouth and then I noticed it was Jon standing in front of me

My eyes grew wide and my breathing sped up

"Don't scream alright? I heard what happened with billy and Nancy and I know why you would believe Nancy but listen, we're not like that Alright?" Jon spoke and I tried to calm down but he was just to close I started to get claustrophobic

"What's wrong with you? I said calm down? I'm not going to hurt you!" Jon whispered harshly at me and I noticed his face started to swirl

I was getting dizzy

Me being unable to really breathe turned quickly into a panic attack

I started to violently move my head and I tried to remove Jon's hands and he fought back but eventually let go of me and took a step back

I started to take off my bracelets and my necklaces and I just tried to get any unnecessary accessories off of me

I tried to breathe but I couldn't, I couldn't catch my breath

"(Y/n) the fuck is wrong with yo- Wait...!" Jon seemed like he suddenly caught on to what was happening and he quickly caught me as I suddenly couldn't stand up anymore

He sat me down on the floor and he sat kinda beside me and tried to calm me down

"Y/n calm down alright, just breathe in and out, stay with me alright? Breathe in..... breathe out" he sat there with me and I tried to do as he said

He went to grab my arm but I flinched and he backed off

"Look y/n do this alright? It'll help I promise" he spoke as he held his hands up behind his head with elbows out

I decided to hold my hands up to the back of my head and I kept trying to breathe

It wasn't doing a whole lot but it was something

"It's ok alright.... I didn't mean to scare you alright?" I slightly nodded my head and I noticed my vision was starting to clear up a little

"I'm right here ok, I'm not going to leave your side, ever" Jon spoke and oddly enough his calm voice was helping

I noticed my breathing calmed down a little and I was able to talk a little and I moved my hands back down

"Are you ok?" Jon asked and I nodded my head a little

"Th-thank you Jon....." I spoke lightly

"No problem but seriously are you ok?" He asked

"Yea.... I'm fine..." I kept small talk as I was still slightly trying to breathe

"Do you have panic attacks often?" Jon asked me and I tried to think

"I did a lot back when I found out the truth about my dad" I spoke and he looked confused at me

"Nothing don't worry..." I answered his confused look and he tried to wipe the expression off but it was still there a little

"Do you kinda believe me now when I say we arnt like how Nancy says we are?" Jon spoke and I glanced over at him

"I don't know..... I just..... look Jon thank you for helping me.... I need to go..." I spoke as I just didn't want to deal with drama and the whole friend thing...

I quickly got up and I almost lost my balance but Jon slightly caught me and I thanked him again and I sped off to math

math went by kinda slow but eventually math was over and I had bio next but that class went by in a dreadful breeze I mean... except the fact that Marcel kept making stupid racist jokes like