True Hidden Words

Spoken word: Lost it all

Spoken word: Lost it all

By: Ripple

I had it all when I was younger

Friends, families, love, nothing could've been better

But nothing last forever

And who knew life was a taker

Taking lives from everyone and others

And when life took you from me

I stayed up all night

Tears in my eyes

Demons in my mind

Slowly breaking down

No need for comfort, I'm fine

No it's a lie

Someone hold me now

I'm dying inside

Losing my mind

Don't leave me behind

Stay by my side

Hold me tight

I'm shaking tonight

Losing the will to fight

God I don't believe in you

But please give me a sign

Will I make it out alive

Or lose myself tonight

Losing the will and my sight

Someone tell me why my kindness

Is never repaid with time

I've always been nice

Living up to human expectations of what is right

So why did life have to take you away, this shouldn't be right

Yeah I'm losing it all, starting to fall, gave my all

When you were slowly fading away

Like a dream that I couldn't chase

I still didn't give up and fought all the way

But I'm getting lost with every coming day

Why did you leave me, you could've stayed

Leaving me alone is not okay

But seeing you alone is what I'm afraid

Never knew what I had when I held it tight

Had it too close, and I left it on the side

Believing it was never gonna leave my side

Staying there forever in this lifetime

Only to find it gone when I need it most, why

Why is life so cruel

Taking the person I love most

It's worse than the devil

Why can't the good outweigh the evil

Cause when you held my hand

Everything was possible

Believable,

Nothing was forgettable

You were irreplaceable

Tell me nothing is impossible

Say it's possible

You are no longer here sitting with me laughing at the dinner table

Life goes by in a blink of an eye sometimes it seems unreal

Moving on and going on like a never ending spinning wheel

Can't escape fate or death, life had been decided and sealed

No matter what you wish for, beg or kneel

You have lost it all, and will you ever heal

But time will seal the deal

Covering the bandages that were once peeled

Cause death is a curse and blessing we can never escape

Someone give me hope, I'm losing fate

Cause with every second, you're reaching heaven's gate

And there's nothing I can do with this fear

So the only thing I can do is buried you in my heart

Where you will always be near and here

Now if there is a heaven and paradise in the sky

I hope you find peace and serenity leaving so many love ones behind

But turn around one last time as I look into your eyes

Holding your hand and holding you tight

As you go, and I move on with life

Just know I love you with everything I have in all my lifetimes

I lost it all, now I know what I have and love most...