G U S T A V
We've been here for about 3 hours and I know I won't be able to remember much in the Morning. I've take to many Xans smoked a lot of fucking weed and drank a shit ton.
I've lost Hayes not knowing where the fuck she went. The only reason I lost her was because I was fucking some bitch. Everyone thinks I'm just some really shy kid but it's just because I have a lot goin on.
I walked into the living room to see Hayes dancing on top of a table like no one is watching. Her actions making me smile really big.
She noticed me her eyes going wide and a smile on her face.
"GUS come on come dance with meeee." She yells. I shake me head no.
"Come on." She says before almost falling of the table before regaining balance.
"Whoops." She giggles before stepping of the table and coming towards me.
"Looks like you're having a lot of fun." I say looking at her.
"Oh I am but you wanna get out of here?" She asked me.
"Who's gonna drive?" I looked at her.
"Well look like we're walking." She walks towards the door lookin back at me.
"You comin?" I followed behind her.
"We're we even goin?"
"Let's see were the night takes us." Her eyes meet mine.
A half hour later we're still walking with no destination.
"I'm freezing my fucking ass off." She said loudly.
"I told you." I say taking my hoodie off and giving it to her.
"Thank youuuuu." She blushed.
"Yea yea make it up to me later" I joked.
"So Lets get to know each other because we hang out a lot and don't really know each other." She says slurring on some words.
"Oh okay what do you wanna know?"
"You I wanna know you."
"Well I guess I'll start from when I was a just a lil kid. I've never really had a father figure in my life so I missed out on all the shit but it made me and my momma really close and I wouldn't change that for anything. Uh I've seen some shitty fucking things that fuck with me as I get older. I suffer with some severe depression and anxiety, I got addicted to some things to take my mind off of all that sad shit." I tell the intoxicated girl sitting in front of me looking at me with sad eyes.
"You know Gus I think we'll be great friends."
"Why's that?"
"Because we have a lot in common." She said as she stoped walking.
"How about you tell me about you?" I suggested.
"my life is one big fucked up sad excuse of a life. I never had a dad he left right before I was born. My mom was always left by every man in her life so after my sisters dad left too she got really fucked up on some shit and got addicted to shit that she can't get off of. I've witness everything you can think of bro. My momma got the shit kick out of her as a watched and now that shit fucks you up. My moms great tho. I was born n raised in a shitty neighbourhood and I can't wait to get out of it, I struggle with some self harm stuff, addictions and some mental disorders like depression anxiety and they think I'm bipolar but fuck what they think." She finished looking at me.
"I think you're right." I say talking about when she said we will be great friends. She smiled at me as I pulled out a bottle of xans.
"Want one?" She shook her head yes taking the pill dry as did I.
We continue walking for a lil bit until she stopped again.
"See that car." She points to a black 2 door car parked on the side of the road.
"Yes why?"
"Wanna take it?"
My anxiety got the best of me telling me all the bad things that could go wrong but the drugs were telling me fuck it.
"Uh fuck yeah." I say and stoped worrying about the out come.
I walked to the car seeing if the doors were open and to are luck they were. Ha dumb asses.
"How do you expect us to start it?" I asked feeling stupid that I didn't think about it before.
"Uh mike taught me how to hot wire a car." She shrugged her shoulders. Her still be very intoxicated messed up quite a bit but still got it working. She hoped in the passenger side as I took driver.
