Highschool Romances

Thirteen

Mia's POV:

Obviously I waited until he was back inside to grab the box and throw it on his front porch. So that's exactly what I did. Walking up to his porch I had the box in my hand and was sitting it on the front porch when the door swung open and he dragged me inside. I pushed him off of me attempting to run when he grabbed me harshly by my arm and turned me around. He had a gun pointed straight at my face, looking at me he was clearly pissed off. "I was serious when I said you'd die if you tried to leave me." Shaking my head I started crying and grabbed onto him, I hugged him tightly and between sobs said that I was sorry and I wouldn't try to leave him again, I also told him that I loved him and I was just feeling overwhelmed with him proposing and that my "birth control" was making me emotional. He told me that he understood and that he loved me and never intended to hurt me, he just wanted to understand what was going on and be there for me and he felt like I was pushing him away. We took a bubble bath together and then went to his bedroom and watched tv. I looked up at him and he was already staring at me "I thought you stopped taking your birth control?" "I did but I got bad cramps so I decided to start again and I can't take it out until the 3 years are up." "Why didn't you tell me?" "Because I knew you wanted kids and I didn't want to upset you." "Baby I don't care, yes I want kids but if you were having health problems you should've told me, you're my number one priority." Trying to control my major eye roll right now I just nod and turn my attention to the show that was playing. "Baby I really am sorry for what happened back at your place, but why was Shane there?" "I just wanted to have someone there I missed him, I don't want to start an argument but sometimes you're a little too clingy and I need space I didn't intend on leaving you, and me and him were just talking and we ended up ordering food. We were simply going to watch movies and hang out I just wanted to be left alone with his company." "Why'd you need space?" He asked almost a little to calm. "Because I was overwhelmed with you asking me to marry you, then I realized we had a really big age gap between us, and then I realized I was too young for you and if we didn't work out then it would be hard to let go of, because you could simply move on with someone your age while I'm stuck here knowing that I could've prevented all of this by just leaving first." I didn't realize I was crying until he wiped up my tears away. Grabbing my chin he made me look up at him and he kissed me then looked at me all too seriously and said "I will never leave you the only thing that can separate us is death itself." Not gonna lie I was scared but decided to just ignore it and turn around to go to sleep. 

Aarons POV:

I had so many questions to ask her so many things I needed to know the answer to. Like, why does she think I'm clingy? Why would she ever for one second that I would want to be with someone other than her. Plenty of women have tried and all have failed, the only person I'm in love with and will continue to be with whether she wants it or not is Mia. There is no way in hell I'm letting her leave my life, there's no way I'm leaving her alone either. We're getting married, yes I will wait now so she's not so opposed of me, I will wait until she's ready or until she's 18. I will do anything I have to do to ensure she won't leave me, and that she'll stay mine forever. I want her to have my last name and be the mother of my children, I won't accept anything less. I just wish she would've told me about the health problems she was having so I wouldn't be so upset and hurt her because I think she's being a brat when in all reality she's just in pain. Just knowing that I was adding onto her pain kills me it makes me feel less than of a man, but will i ever let her go and be with someone who deserves her? No I'm too selfish to ever let that happen, I just know I need to try and be better for her before I lose her emotionally, I know I'll never lose her physically because she's mine and she cannot leave. But emotionally I would never be able to get that back. Her being around me physically is a good thing but I crave her smile, her touch and laugh. I crave her telling me she loves me and actually meaning it. With that being said I need to act now and start appreciating her more, I was just so blinded by my anger and jealousy that I didn't realize I was hurting her in the process. Staring at her sleeping form cuddled into me I held on tighter and kissed her forehead, whispering 'I love you" against her head I breathed out heavily. Tomorrow I'm gonna make it up to her. We also leave tomorrow for Italy. My family will finally meet my love and I'm gonna do everything right this time around.