Highschool Romances

Three

Mia's POV
God, I'm such an idiot, I don't know what I was thinking when I let Desmond take me to the "bathroom" actually I do know what I was thinking and it happened to be nothing. Desmond and I grew up together he was two years older than me, we did have a connection but I never thought he'd actually act on it, or well I guess I never really thought we would act on it. Gosh and the horror on Shane's face when he caught us, and don't get me started about the look he had when we were in the car, he wouldn't even look at me. I can't exactly blame him though, I was such an idiot like how hard is it to be faithful. He surprisingly texted me this morning asking to talk, I honestly do not know how to feel about it. Am I scared? yes because I think we might break up, this isn't the first time something like this has happened though. Last time it was him who cheated on me with some broad named Amanda, but I forgave him because honestly, I don't know why.

Texting Shane back I responded saying 'yes just let me get ready first'. Getting out of bed I clean my room, making my bed disinfecting it and spraying Febreze on it to keep it smelling fresh. Afterward, I light a candle and go to my bathroom that's connected to my room. Wrapping my hair up I get into the shower and use my Dove body wash, once I'm done rinsing off I wrap a towel around me and proceed to continue the rest of my hygiene. Once I'm completely done I put on my lotion and deodorant. Walking to my closet I grab my black leggings, and a random gray Nike sweatshirt, with my grey Crocs. Once I'm done getting dressed, I pull my hair up into a messy bun and text Shane telling him I'm done. I decided not to wear makeup the only thing I have on is Chapstick.

Finally, I was done and texted Shane letting him know so. Once I put my phone down, I hear my front door open and close. Shane was here, and we had to talk about it no matter what. It could not be avoided, and now I just have to listen to him and see where his mind is and where it's going. Looking at Shane as he walks into my room and sits on my couch. I sit in my black bean bag chair beside it quietly. "So about last night," I just nod my head, allowing him to talk first. "I just wanna know one thing, why'd you do it?" I looked at him and sighed, "honestly Shane I can't tell you why, because I don't even know why I did it." "Well since you don't know why you did it, do you know why you're in a relationship with me?" I gasped looking up at him in shock, "why would you say something like that? I fucking love you Shane and you know that." " Well you could've fooled me if you loved me you wouldn't have been such a whore now would you?" Looking at him like he lost his mind I scoff, " You know what you're right, I'm a whore that lost her virginity to you, whos only ever been with you, EVEN after YOU cheated on me. So yes I'll be the whore with one body, that sticks around every time you mess up!" "Mia don't go there, blaming me for your fucking actions" "I'm not blaming you for anything, yes I know what I did was wrong but you calling me a whore for me getting fingered is worse!!" "Yeah maybe that was a bad choice of words, but your actions were whorish" Shaking my head and laughing I look at him, "Shane just leave, seriously I want you to leave, and don't come back, no need to entertain a whore huh?" "Mia are you serious?" "Dead ass" "Hmph, okay "

And with that he left, and I sat there not really knowing how to react. Do I cry? Do I move on? Or do I just wait for things to cool down? Either way I know one things for sure, I have never been one to cry because things haven't gone my way. With that being said, its time for new Mia to make her entrance, and I don't care who likes it.