Charlotte's P.O.V
I don't know what happened last night but I had to leave. I didn't know where I was and I was scared to leave the room so I went out the window. I got dressed of course and walked home.
I left Connor because I didn't want to wake him. I also needed some time to think so I text him.
To: Connor💕
Hey Connor. I don't know what happened yesterday but we need to talk. Go out the window, I left it open. I'm scared and really sore. Ill be at my house so show up whenever.
I sent the message and continued to walk. I was in so much pain! Now of all times I really wish I had taken passed Drivers Ed.
I finally reached my house and changed my clothes. I threw on a blue t-shirt and some black pajama bottoms. I put my hair in a ponytail and washed the makeup off my face. My mascara ran down my cheeks... almost like I had been crying. I was so confused so I ate some cereal and text Margo to make sure she was okay. Se almost always responds instantly but she didn't. I hope she was okay.
About an hour later Connor showed up. He looked rough but I didn't care. I needed to find out what happened. He walked over to me and leaned in for kiss but I dodged it. He pulled back confused and sat down.
"I need to know what happened last night." I said sternly.
"Well clearly... we had sex." He said in a low voice. He looked everywhere but me.
"Well I know that!," I raised my voice a little, "like what?! Did you use protection?"
He nodded his head still avoiding me.
"So you must not have been that drunk if you were smart neigh to do that." I rolled my eyes but I was relieved. "Do you remember anything?"
"Well I remember you had a lot of drinks and we ended up upstairs. You took my shirt off and then yours and then... you know." he looked at me once but looked away really fast. "You cried a little. And I asked if I should stop but you said no so I didn't. I'm really sorry. I was-"
Well that explains why it looks like I was crying.
"You were what?" I asked.
"At the party I was going to ask of you want to to... you know do that say it that's why I brought the protection but we got drunk so I guess I forgot to ask. It was a blur." he sounded guilty.
I was shocked. I really was but at the same time I was mad. Partially at him but mostly at myself. I let this happen.
"I think you should go Connor." I said looking down. My voice was soft now.
"Are you gonna be okay? Are we going to be okay?" he asked.
"Yes... I just... I just need some time okay?"
"I understand." He got up, kissed my cheek softly and then left.
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Just a short filler chapter! Will things get better between them or will they split up?
