*IN EDIT*//Never ending Nightmares //Jeff The Killer Fanfic//

CHAPTER 46 ~ 2 days till the red moon ~

Guys I advice you to put on carlas confession fairytail for this one !! It'd be great to listen to it and it will make it more emotional XD

JEFFS P.O.V

I was falling into darkness as it engulfed me .

Memories flooded me starting on my brother liu , mom , dad .

Then Randy and his friends beating me up .

Liu going to jail ..

The party , me catching on fire .

Hospital , mom , dad and Liu crying .

Their sobs .. it saddened me .

" Ok jeff are you ready ? " The doctor said .

I felt myself nod .

The fabric was removed as my mom gave a gasp .

" We've tried our best to repai him .. im sorry ms woods . "

" Jeff would you like to look at yourslf ? "

I nodded again eager to see myself .

All I saw was whitness of my skin .. My eyes ringed black .. I look like death .

" I - Its not that bad jeff . " Liu said giving a smile .

N - Not that bad ? .. Its perfect !! HAHAHAHAHA !!

Then the memory of myself in the bathroom came .

I was standing in the sink cutting my mouth the way I wanted ... The pain was unbearable I wanted myself to stop but I could'nt . 

Now it was time to burn off my eyelids .

It felt so terrible that I wanted to stop it altogether .

And again .. my flashbacks of myself .. killing mom , dad and Liu 

I was insane .. I did'nt kknow what I was doing .

Please make it stop !!

I kept on stabbing mom and dad on their chest as blood flowed out .

Liu was dead 

mom was dead 

Dad was dead .

I started to laugh insanely .

I went in the kitchen and opened the window before hoping out I said those words .

" Go . To . Sleep "

As I hoped out I fell in darkness again .

I could control my body now .

I wanted this to stop .. 

Then the memories of myself joining Slendy and the others ..

All my killing sprees with the guys .

The stupidity of us .

The messings and love that we all shared even though we fight somethimes .