This Is Me

Overview

This is the day I decided to start writing my online journal. I wanted everyone to see what I go through. It may not be much, but I at least want to share my life with other people besides my school psychiatrist. Let's start off with the basics.

This is my story--This thing you're reading is literally my story. It's basically a journal that I'm gonna try and upload everyday into the vast ocean that is the wattpad database. If you read on, thank you for your time. If you don't, I understand that you have better things to do than to hear me give my literal life story

My Bio--I, as of the day of uploading this overview, am a 17 yr old, uncultured, African American boy. I don't know how to drive yet. I'm an introvert. I don't know how to handle emotions. I get mood swings. I'm a bit suicidal. I'm an over thinker. I'm smart but incredibly lazy at times. I make (numerous) mistakes. I occasionally manipulate. I wanna feel better. I have great friends. I (somehow) currently have a girlfriend. I have 3 exes, who I see everyday and who I'm sorry to have as an ex. I had a childhood crush who (after not seeing her for 2-3 years) I semi-confessed to only to get crushed into the friend zone. I'm in my school's marching band. I don't think very highly of my school or it's administration. I can get a bit judgy. I don't like people in general. I recently lost a 5 year friend who won't even talk to me. I don't know why they won't talk to me. I have a hard time letting go. I'm a gamer. I'm good at games. I love writing things but I hate to write. I wanna be an actor. I wanna be a famous, successful youtuber. I can't afford nice things. I'm way too emotionally attached to people. I wanna make everyone happy.

The result--Now that we have the formalities out of the way, I congratulate you on reading my bio. If you skimmed it, like I would, then I thank you for reading this. Now, starting tomorrow, Oct 9th, 2018, I shall begin my story. Keep note that all names, including my own will be changed. I wanna keep things as they are so I'll eliminate any judgement from those people. They'll probably figure out their aliases though. If they read this, that is. Which is always possible.

Let the games begin...