The Devils Hero ( Klaus Mikaelson )

Chapter 29

       The car was silent for the first hour.  Although we never removed our hands from each others touch.  I was becoming more and more nervous as we edged closer to wherever I was moving to for the next two months. 

      I pieced my lips and began to speak.  "Klaus. " I say to draw his attention towards me.  He gives me a quick look and looks back at the road. 

       "I... " I get out before I was so rudely interrupted by him. 

     "Don't start. " he says not taking even a glance from the road to look at me.  What does he mean? I need this.  If we are to still be together and to still get married, I need this from him.  He dictates most of my life.  I can't allow him to dictate my happiness any longer.

      "love I can't do this, it's quite difficult for me as well. " he says this time he gives a small glance in my direction.

       "But I need this. " I begin in a demanding type of tone. "I need to know where we stand whike I am locked away hidden from the world. While I'm not with you.  "

     He's quite for a moment before he pulls the car over and looks at me. He stares at me with worry,  fear,  Loneliness, and love in his eyes.  I could almost cry at the sight of this.  He's hurting more than I had expected him to.  He keeps himself together so well.  I underestimated him. 

       "I don't want it to be this way.  But I have to make sure our home is safe,  for you,  noah and hope.  Bloody hell even Hayley. " he begins.  "But I can't allow you to be around and watch all the danger unfold and worry about someone coming after you yet again.  I can't allow myself to have that weakness around.  "

      "So now we are your weakness? Did you ever really love me?" I ask with anger unfolding inside of me.

        He's silent for a few more moments before he grabs my face with both his hands.  He looks at me with tears welling up in his eyes.  That causes me to do the same.  As much as i am mad at him,  I don't like to see him hurt or in any pain at all. 

       "That Is not what I ment. What I and ment was that having to work every second of my existence on the fact that any of my enemies could still you and my children from me with out even giving a damn is my weakness.  Loosing everything I love is my weakness. "

     With that I begin to cry.  I am loosing it.  I'm loosing all hope in us now.  All I ever wanted was to be loved by the man that could love and give me more than anyone else.  I had found it in him.  But now it seems it's all being taken away from because I fell in love with the big bad wolf.

       "what about us? Where do we stand? " I question him.

      With that he leans in and gives me the most passionate goodbye kiss that I could ever ask for.

        "Still in love. " he says.