I have just been so overwhelmed lately. I'm 18 in four months. Wow. 18. Already? My childhood, the little one I had.. It's pretty much over. But it's like I'm 15 or 16 all over again.
My mother caused me so much grief, I thought that once I moved it would be over. But no... I'm sitting here, worrying. Worrying about everything. Worrying about My drivers lisence(I don't even have my permit yet), my schooling, being able to deal with the transition between being sheltered my whole life to having a place of my own. It's hard enough dealing with the transition from being sheltered to having so much freedom. All I do is sit in my room and play GTA5 or Fallout.
I'm so freaking behind. In school especially. I mean, I'm supposed to graduate in 2015. If I stay in public school, I won't graduate until I'm 21. So I'm going into this one program, not online school. Home schooling myself basically.
And then there is my family in Florida. Or should I state it my, "family". Who ever said blood was thicker than water?? That's complete and utter bullmonkies!! Ever since I moved they act, no. My mother acts like a 120 pound weight has been lifted off her shoulders, cast off into oblivion. She doesn't have none of her kids. Oh my god I'm ranting. It's gonna end up getting horrible if I don't stop myself right now.
Later Gators. /:
YOU ARE READING
Thoughts of a Teenage Girl
HumorThis is basically a public journal... Including the random thoughts that go through my mind, my rants, favorite songs and their lyrics and other nonsense babble. VERY CONFUSING AT TIMES. PLEASE, no judging me. There also may be a little about some...
