Mon-ika and the Clubroom of Bullies

Chapter 8: Breaking Point

After school, I just go to the treehouse where Rob doesn't visit anymore. I have just been talking to Mon-ika. She came up with a solution, she would reserve a space in the clubroom where I could decide who can enter. She called it 'Puzzles Torture Chamber'.

I know that the name was chosen to match my sense of humor, but it's also an ironic name; I feel like the whole clubroom is a chamber for the committee members to torture me. But I can trust Mon-ika to make it a safe space for me... right?

In hindsight, this was a stupid idea; reopening my "Puzzles and puzzles" club would have served the purpose of getting me away from the attacks of SentryDroid, Tails and Robella much better than a reserved space in Cirkeltrek. But Mon-ika was dead set on making sure that I stay in Cirkeltrek and that I don't reopen my club; she always insisted that reopening my clubroom would start a ton of drama like when I was first banned.

When I went back to Cirkeltrek, Mon-ika showed me the space and it was great; I can talk to people and make any joke I want without worrying about Rob attacking me. The only issue is that, while Droid stays away, Tails pops in from time to time and this makes me fairly uncomfortable. I ask Mon-ika if I could ban him from the "chamber", but she told me that committee members need to have access to the space because they need to monitor everything. This would mean that they can still haze me here. I try to bring this up with Mon-ika but she just shrugs it off to do other things. Now the only point this "chamber" is servering is to keep Rob away so they can't attack me and so that they are not offended by my jokes.

Wasn't this "chamber" meant to be a safe space for me? This isn't fixing my issue Mon-ika.

For the time being, Tails seems to be leaving me alone, so maybe things will be OK. Suddenly, Mon-ika announces that I am promoted to Vice President.

"What? Where did this come from? Thank you so much Mon-ika, for acknowledging all the hard work I've put into making this a fun and welcoming place!"

Now I see your plan; they cannot haze me if I am the same status as them. Thanks Mon-ika, I should have never doubted you!

Then Mon-ika starts teasing Droid and Tails about my promotion and how they should veto it. I get demoted instantly.

What the fuck? Am I just a joke to you now Mon-ika? I never wanted to believe you had bad intentions towards me, but I don't understand why you would do this to me. I will give you the benefit of the doubt for now because we are friends, but I will definitely want to talk about this later.

I feel pretty hurt by all of this but I believe that I should just talk to Mon-ika about this later when she's free. I take a couple of deep breaths to relax myself. Then I see Deleted Sayori so I decided that making the puzzle with her would cheer me up. As Delori and I work on the puzzle together, Tails decides to kick me out without giving any reason. Even Delori called him an asshole and I have never heard her say anything bad about anyone before. This was it for me, the final straw, I got furious.

I shouted loud enough for the whole room to her "YOU WANT ME TO LEAVE, FINE I WILL LEAVE! BUT FUCK YOU TAILS! YOU'RE A FUCKING BITCH!"

I stormed out of the room and slammed the door behind me. I was still angry, but I also felt good; I finally stood up for myself. I'm starting to feel proud of myself and I really want to tell Mon-ika, but this is more drama and I think it may stress her out. I figure I would write a letter to her telling her my side of the story so that it will be less stressful for her:

"Dear Mon-ika,

Did I finally break a rule? Well if I did, the rule was certainly applied more harshly to me than others... but by now, I am used to being treated worse in Cirkeltrek. But I would like to explain my response which may have seemed disproportionate if you think of it as a reaction to "just being kicked out".