Simplicity

Chapter 16 WORRIES

-Neymar pov-
After a few minutes of sleep I woke up. I was living with the fear that someone will take my Grace again. I didn't want anything to happen to her. I looked around and realized she wasent next to me. I quickly got up and started shouting her name. Everyone came out of there room and asked me what happened
"Grace is missing she isn't in bed!!"
Everyone had a scared look on there face. We all looked desperately around the house and no one found her. I then realized that Bruna was gone too. I looked outside and saw Bruna and Grace sitting on the pool chairs and talking. Bruna looked at me and signaled me to leave.
"She's outside with Bruna she's fine sorry for the scare."
Oscar and Jenna groaned and went back upstairs. I made my way to the kitchen to drink a glass of water. I got really scared. I was In fear that someone was hurting Grace again. Did I have to live with this terror for the rest of my life? I shoke the thought out of my head and made my way to my room. I layed in bed but I didn't fall asleep until Grace was here with me.
Grace's pov-
"Bruna I really love him but I'm scared he dosent love me back I know he says he does and he acts like it but I don't know. I have been in a relationship like this before where we both say we love eachother but at the end I am left with a broken heart."
A tear rolled down my eye and Bruna hugged me. I have never seen this side to her. Maybe me and her can be good friends.
"Look sweety if you feel that way then there is something else bothering you because I can tell he loves you. He never looked at me or anyone the way he looks at you. You shouldent think about it so much. I think that you may be scared that he may not like you anymore because of what happened."
She was right. That was exactly it. I was scared that he would feel discussted of me. I was just so scared that something would happen to the feelings he has for me. I began to cry more.
"Bruna how did this happen. I'm just another fan. With blue eyes and ombré brown and blond hair. I'm ordinary in a sence what does he see in me. I have a troubled passed and only one family member alive which happens to be the reason that broke the both of you. What if he just dosent want to be alone and went after the first girl that got in his way what if-.
Bruna cut me off.
" Grace your a beautyful smart girl. I admit that the only reason why I didn't like you was because I wanted to be like you. You had the preetyiest of eyes the most sparkling persinality and an amazing way to express yourself through the arts. What isn't there to like? Don't bring yourself down like that. It's not healthy or right. Everyone has a troubled past some bigger then others but that dosent change anything. And your brother wasent the reason me and him broke up I was. He didn't go for the first girl that crossed his pass because me and him have been apart for over a year now and he hasent even looked at one correctly so he saw something in you."
She was right maybe I'm being peraniod. I just need some rest. I know I can be stronger then this I just have to try. Bruna whipped my tears and hugged me. I hugged her back and we both said sorry to eachother. She's an amazing listener. She may be my foster sister but right now that didn't matter at this moment she was being a real sister. We both stood up and made our way to our rooms. We both went our separate ways and as soon as I saw neymar he was awake. What is he doing awake it's 4 in the morning. Was he waiting for me? He noticed that I was standing at the door and patted the bed for me to come and sleep. As soon as I layed down he kisses my cheek and hugged me.
"Why were you crying. Better question why are you crying right now?"
"Nothing just tired."
I lied and raped may self with my blanket. I felt that he kept looking at me but I ignored it. As much as the pep talk Bruna gave me helped I'm still thinking and I'm still scared. But right now I just wanted to rest. After all were all going to the pool tomorrow. I felt cold because I had lied to neymar so I raped my arm around him and he did the same. Deep down inside I knew he loved me but I just didn't know if he loved me as much as I loved him. I didn't notice that neymar had been holding me tight and kissing my head. I placed my head on his chest. And I felt safe. I didn't noticed that he had fallen asleep. So with nothing else to do but sleep I did the same and closed my eyes. In his arms.
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Hey guys I'm so sorry that I haven't been updating it's just that I have had a lot of things to think about. personal stuff but again I'm sorry so hope you guys aren't mad at me or anything. and I'm so sad no one has done my contest😢do you guys not love me?
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I'm so sorry if the story has been getting boring :/ but I'm not giving up on this book I'm staying till the very end. also shout out to Neymar for passing all his test he's officially back on his feet and is going to be playing in the next match. I'm so exited.
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Comment below what you think will happen next. Please please please. love you all so much and good night lovelys. XOXO
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