Neymars pov
"Look grace what I said was horrible what I did was unacceptable and me loosing my cool the way I did with Oscar is unhuman like and I know that. But I also know that I love you and that you leaving me once is more then needed I won't hurt you like that ever again I don't want to be just another ex boyfriend I hope to marry you one day and I know that we haven't seen eachother for over a year until today but when you were gone I almost quite soccer because I couldent think about anything or anyone else but you. The day you left I was on the floor laying down crying and banging my head on it. The pain I felt was so much and I can't bare through that again. Grace Evans I God damn love you I love you more then words can express (or emojis) and I know very well that what I did was wrong and that I don't deserve you but I love you and that will never change."
Tear rolled down my eyes and a memorie came to me :
~FLASHBACK STARTS~
What is wrong with me? She's gone... She left it's like she isn't on this planet anymore. She hates me and she has every right to but I can't stand this. I want to look for me her but I know that if I do what I might find out might hurt me more. What if she moved on? What if she killed herself? What if she has changed her identity just so I don't find her? I am in way to much pain right now and if I leave to look for her what I discover may be too much to withstand. I take a shaky breath and make my way to the bathroom. My eye sight at this point has been blurred due to my tears and sobs. With my U forgiven hands I open the drawer to where I keep my shaving cream and blades. What is it like? Does it take away the pain? Does it leave you emotionless? If I start will I ever me able to stop? Will I feel better? The questions raced through my empty mind and suddenly I hear a voice. It sounded haunted yet trustable.
"Put it down neymar it isn't worth it. I'm not worth it."
It was Grace. I quickly dropped the blade and tried my best to follow the voice.
"You aren't going to find me because I am simply a figment of your imagination. You want to see me you want to hear me and you want to see me but you can't because I'm not really hear. And that is all your doing."
The voice stopped and I ended up in Grace's bathroom. I look at myself in the mirror and I see a monster. That's because it's what I am. The love of my life left me because I am a monster. I looked around the bathroom and I see a photograph of me and Grace holding hands on my boat. I'm holding her tight and we are both smiling. I rember that day. I have never seen her more alive. She was so happy. Tears began to rush down my face once again and this time it was due to rage. What is wrong with me! What kind of sick person have I become?! I smashed the mirror and I felt blood come out of my knuckles. It hurt yes but I knew I deserved this pain. Then all of a sudden everything turns black.
~END OF FLASHBACK~
Graces POV
He still loves me. I wasent able to think anything else just the fact that he still loves me. Neymars face was flooded by emotion and tears. He really is sorry. I was stupid enough to belive he didn't care. It seemed as if neymar was caught in a trance and he couldent brake free from them and that's when I realized what I had to do to brake that trance. I began to kiss neymar and he started to kiss back. Before I noticed he was ontop of me. He was ruffly kissing my neck and I began to moan. He had me right there and I felt myself getting wet. I sat up and removed my shirt and neymar pulled down my shorts.
"Neymar Grace I'm going home I need to do some stuff I'll be back tomorrow afternoon!!!!!!"
Neymar smirked and said
"We have all the time in the world"
Neymars hands began to race down my body and touched me in ways that made me feel oh so horny. Neymar lips seemed to be glued to my lips and I then arched my back allowing him to remove my black lace bra. He throw it across the room and began to touch my breasts. He began to move the kisses down until he reached my pantys. He moved them to the side a bit and shot his fingers in. He pumped up and down so fast and I felt myself about to release. He sensed it and pulled down my pantys and throw them too. He imidieatly removed his short and boxers and before I knew it his full length was in. He thruster in me up and down so fast and I felt as e grow harder. I was much closer to letting my pleasure all go but neymar picked up his pace. He went faster and faster and faster and all that could be heard was moanings comeing from both partys. He began to kiss my sweet spot and he let out a sexual groan. It brove me crazy. I felt as he was rock hard and still growing harder and harder. I began to moan ever louder and more often
" baby be louder"
Neymar said between his moans and groans. I couldent hold it any longer and I finally let go. As did neymar but we didn't stop there. I was then ontop and my hands traced his body. He was groaning so much and I couldent hold it anymore my hands grabbed ahold of his hard length and I began to to rub it. He seemed pleased with my action so I didn't stop. His moans became more intense until I placed IT in my mouth. He began to push it in my mouth like he's always done it. My lips went up and down making sure to not leave any space untouched. After a while I finally took one more taste and I removed his length from my mouth. I layed down next to him and whispered in his ear
" I love you"
Right after he answered with
"I love you more"
And then sleep took over.
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Simplicity
FanfictionAll she ever wanted was a simple life, she wanted peace and happiness like everyone the problem is when you are in the constant run you can't have that. Grace Evans was just another university student with a dark past, no family. She decides to take...
