chapter 39 Only time will tell

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-Zayn's pov-

Thats it i can no longer take it anymore. She seems to have everything mixed up and i cant take it. Its like i never existed in her life, she has everyone mixed up but atleast she rembered them she thinks im just some creep. Im such a screw up and this just proves it. I leave her alone for a few minutes and she almost dies and forgets about everything. I admit it i like her alot but it seems like Niall got to her first seeming as she thinks he is Luke and she says that she is dating him. Niall seems to have her right with him and then you see me, erased from her memory. who knows maybe its for the best but honestly with this amount of time i have spent with her no matter how little it has been i have honesly developed strong feelings for her and just the thought kills me.If i could go back in time and rescue her from her uncle i would have truly been there long before Niall. I should have been the one to save her heart but i didnt at the moment Neymar had her and now it seems like Niall has her. I let the cold tears sting my face as i walk out of the hospital making sure to put my hoodie up. I dont care about my hair anymore i dont care about anything. shes in a hospital bed with nothing left all because of me. Im leaving far far away from here and just get away for a while. All i know is that i will never have the words to say to her and tell her how i feel. Not like its going to happen because she is probably in Nialls arms. I wonder if this is how it feels to be heart broken. i wonder if things would have been different if i was the one at Neymars house that night. Would she be in my arms or would she still have been in Nialls. Maybe i am over thinking things right now but i cant think strieght. I need to clear my head a bit. I got to run down motor shop and checked out to see if anything was left. i walked around for a few minutes until i saw a motor cycle and then searched for the keys. Luckaly the keys were attached and before i knew it i was on my way, where to i have no idea all i know is that it will be far away from here.

-Neymars pov-

i wonder if Grace got the note, i hope not. i was just crazy when i wrote that i dont want to let her go just like that. I mean sure she is safer away from me buti still love her no matter what. Maybe i should call her and tell he what im feeling. Just as i was about to call her my phone started to vibrate. i picked up surprised to see a picture of a curly haired, green eyes boy.It was Harry. i hope everything is alright.

N- " Hello"

H- " Okay one you are a complete dick head for dumping her like that and two i need you to make your way to miami because Celeste i mean Grace is in the hospital along with Niall not to mention that Zayn is missing."

N- " are you kidding me Harry i leave her with you so she can be safe and she ends up in a hospital!"

H-" you shouldnt exactly be talking i mean you got drunk on her and most likely cheated on her not to mention you got her raped!"

N-" well atleast she isnt pregnet with her uncles baby."

H-" about that......."

N-" send me the adress im on my way."

with that i hung up and left. i made sure to send a quick text to oscar . i know how much he cares about her. damn shes pregnate.

-Niall's POV-
So she feels the same way I do. Yeah maybe she did get my name wrong and is mixing a lot of things up but still she liked me back. According to her I'm her boyfriend. Honestly I don't mind. My question is why did Zayn leave. It's not like him to do that. I have another problem Neymar is on his way and I have no idea what he is going to do to me. Even worse now that she is pregnant with her uncles baby. Who knows maybe she will let me be that father. Wow wow I am not taking advantage of this. The things I'd thinking of right now are wrong.

-Celeste's POV-
I don't understand why everyone is looking at me like a lost cause. hell I don't even know why I'm in a hospital bed or why I have a very deep slash running down my arm. Not to mention that I feel like I'm missing something very important to me but my memories are locked away and I have no idea how to let them free. What if I don't want to let them free? It just seems like everyone wants me to let them free. I looked at Luke and he seemed really sad. I can't stand the fact that people are looking at me like I'm some kind of crazy person because I'm not. Before I could thing anymore my stomach started to kill me and I needed to throw up. I felt something inside me. I let out a scream and tried my best to stand up and run to the bathroom. Once I got to the bathroom all the green liquid from my body was thrown into the toilet. Could I be pregnant? I don't even know who's baby this could be. Then it came back to me.

//Flashback//
I watched as someone walked into a house drunk. He seemed to know me and claimed that he loved me but I have never seen him before. We made some kind of commotion and I then passed out. After that I wake up in another house and i see Luke looking down at my. I see other people but I can't exactly remember there names or place there faces.
//End of Flashback\\
After the memories came back to me I felt a horrible pain in my head and I passed out.
-Harry's POV-
(Ps- the real Harry)
The second I saw Celeste detach herself from the hospital's machines I knew she had to throw up. The only problem is what if she dosen't remember who the father is how will I explain to her that her uncle who wants to kill her rapped her? On the other hand Zayn went flying out the door like if he cared about absoluty nothing. He better not do anything stupid , we are all still pissed at him but he's still like a brother. I watched as Niall ran to the bathroom to a body on the floor. Could she be dead?"

Well guys that's it for book one. I'm actually really sad that this book had to end because it's my first story on Wattpad and for a beginner I think I did pretty good. I'm also having mixed emotions because even though I got 5K views I don't have many votes so for my next story which will be book two I would love it if you guys would also vote. Btw the name of book two is called "reasons" so it will be published very soon and it will be edited. By me and another user of Wattpad her names Yourtrusty you should go check her out. well peace out love you.
-Neyniall

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