Who Knew (BxB)

Chapter Two

Zach's P.O.V.

He just called me a faggot. I know I'm a faggot, but I don't know why it hurt so bad coming from him. Seeing as I was free, I ran. I ran farther into the woods. Great thinking huh? I didn't hear anything behind me so I decided to stop. I dropped down, and sat like a pretzel. I felt something drip on my hand and realized I was crying. Why am I crying over some guy I just met? I feel safe for now. Will he even come after me? I'm such a faggot. I'm such a fuck up. I'm such a freak.

I don't deserve to live. My head is pounding and shouting to me about how much I need to die. I just need to die. I get up and start walking again. There has to be a place that I can jump from. I'm dodging tree branches and roots for like five minutes until I come to a clearing. I notice how the clearing just drops. I look over the edge. There is water at the bottom. Do it. You're a worthless faggot. That boy won't care if you died right now. I took a deep breath and feel myself letting go. That's it fall. No one would care. I turn around and can feel myself falling backwards.

That is. Until I feel someone grab on to me. They are clutching my sides deeply. "If you go, I go." That boy from earlier said. He's just playing around. If you tried to fall, he would let go. I tried to ignore it because I don't want him to die. What if he doesn't let go? He will die. I can't let that happen. I tried dropping to my knees, but he pulls me away from the edge. I slump against a tree. "You know, I just want to die. I can't take life anymore, I can't stand being a faggot. I just want to rid the world of another worthless soul. I can't take it." I say my words getting quieter with each word until I'm pretty sure he couldn't hear my anymore.

"Hey, I have no idea what your doing to me but you need to stop," he said. Doing. I'm not doing anything to him. I guess he sees my confusion. He says, "You make my stomache feel weird. When you are near me I can't think straight. I can't harm you, and it's pissing me off. I don't know what you're doing to me, but you need to stop, I'm a heartless monster that needs to cause pain, and you're ruining that for me." He wants to be heartless. Everyone needs love in their life. Maybe thats just what he needs. I look up at him, "I'm sorry. Not for making you feel this way." He looked confused, "Then for what?" "This." I leaned up and kissed him again. This time I put my hands around his neck and pulled him closer.