Chapter Four

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Zach's P.O.V.

I heard the door open and Tobias yell, "What the fuck are you doing in my shit?" "I-I'm s-s-orr-rry T-Tobias." I stuttered. "How the hell do you know my name?" He screamed. "T-the b-books." I mumbled. "You read them?" He whispered. I nodded. He charged at me and slammed me into the bed, pinning me down. "Why would you read them?" He wispered in my ear. Is it bad to get turned on at a time like this? Because I totally am. It's a good thing that I'm good at hiding that I'm horny. "I-I'm so-orry." I said. "Why the hell do you keep stuttering?" He yelled. He got off me and paced back and forth. I moved to the end of the bed. "I-I don't kn-know," I said looking down. I took a deep breath to hold back my tears. "I'm s-sorry," I whispered. 

"Stop fucking stuttering," he said. I didn't say anything, just looked down. "Answer me when I talk to you," he demanded. "I-I'm sorry," I murmered. "Shut up, Shut up, SHUT UP," he said as he smacked me across the face. I felt tears coming out of my eyes. This isn't fair. I can't believe he did that. I did the only thing I could do. Sing

Why is live so complicated

It's not like I want to be here

It's not like I have a big fear

Why is life so complicated

Dying is my final wish now

Darling I need you to see how

You make me feel when you do that

Why is life so complicated

I finished off with tears in my eyes. He walked out of the room. I can't think of anything else to do. I just lie down and sing silently to myself again. It's what I do best, other than being a dissapontment.

The pain inside

I cannot bare it

The way I feel

I cannot hide it

The things I say

I cannot contain it

The life I live

I cannot take it

I cannot believe what just happened. I'm a major fuck up. The way I feel inside isn't safe for me, let alone someone else. I slowly slip into a state of unconsciousness. 

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