Who Knew (BxB)

Chapter Three

Zach's P.O.V.

I don't know what to do now. Right after I kissed him, he got up and ran. I don't think he cares about me. So I do what I do best. Sleep. I lie down and just sleep. It's pretty cold considering the fact that I'm still in my underwear and the cuts he made might get infected, but I passed out within 5 minutes.

When I woke up I was in this bedroom thing. It had a mattress in it, but nothing else. It had notebooks in the corner, and me being me decides to open one.

December 24, 2010:

Today is the day that I'm going to tell them. My parents are going to know my deepest secret. I'm gay.

So I told my parents that I'm gay and they told me they have to think about this. I just hope they don't kick me out. They had this discusted look on their face. I have to go, they are calling me.

Love Tobias

I read the next one:

December 25, 2010

Well it's Christmas, and I'm spending it by myself. My parents kicked me out and I left that night. I have no where to go. I'm sixteen and alone. I'm at a park, and I probably look like a freak. I remember this house I used to live in when I was younger. It was in the woods, and secluded. That's where I will go. 

Well I'm at the house and people live there, so I found this warehouse deeper into the woods. That's where I'm staying. I probably won't live long, but I know I must steal to get what I need to survive. Wish me luck

Love Tobias

I skipped a couple entries to read this one.

January 28, 2011:

Today this family moved in the cabin. I don't know why, but they are really getting on my nerve. The son, who is about 15, is kinda hot. The girl, I'm guessing his mother is short and old. I don't see anyone else. I don't know why but something is drawing me to this boy. I'll write later about what happens.

Well, the boys name is Luke. I found out that he is gay. He said that I can come into his home because I need a place to stay. He is so adorable. I guess I can write later about how it goes.

Love, Tobias

I feel my chest tighten at the thought of Tobias having someone else in his life. That is, if Tobias is the one that kidna- mannapped me. I decided to read another page.

January 29, 2011

Luke is amazing. He let me in his home, and he even gave me my own room to sleep in. He is 15 and in school he was bullied for being gay, so his mother moved him out here. He has these gorgeous blue eyes and midnight black hair. He is about 6 feet tall, and he loves music. He told me that I was the first person that didn't judge him, other than his mom. I feel so bad. But I'm going to go.

Bye, Tobias

This person he is describing sounds just like me. Except my name is Zach, not Luke. Maybe that's why he doesn't like me. I flip to the back of the book and find an entry dated for yesterday.

August 1, 2014

There is another family moving into the cabin. I saw this boy with bright blue eyes and black hair, he looked about 15. Just like him. I can't go thriough that kind of pain again. He will probably just use me too. I don't want to go through the heartbreak. I'll update later.

He kissed me. He fucking kissed me. I won't lie and say I didn't like it because it was fucking amazing. So I left and went to kill his father. When I came back and told him about it, he thanked me. His dad beat him just like his father did. Great. I feel like this one's different, but I might be mistaken, because I thought he was different. I did stab him, and cut off his clothes. He had these adorable rainbow underwear. I don't know why I just thought that. I have to go check on him now. 

I found him in the woods trying to kill himself. I don't know if I saved him because I want to kill him or because I feel this connection between us. I left him after I basically confessed everything to him, and he kissed me again. I decided to find him again and he was sleeping on the ground. I brought him back to my place and dressed him after cleaning out his cuts. I don't know why but it seemed like the right thing to do. 

Love Tobias

So, he did care about me. This is the first time that I realized that I was actually dressed. So, his name is Tobias and he had a heartbreak, so he is now heartless. I don't see why anyone would want to break his heart though.