shoelace / huang renjun

f i f t e e n

na yieun
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today , i decided to walk with jaemin to the school , he insisted.

"are you done?" he asked as he opened my door.

"yeah."

"let's go." he said.

i nodded.

we both went downstairs.

he suddenly stopped in front of our big mirror at the living room.

"what's wrong?" i asked.

"look how much we resemble each other. especially when you got that peachy-pink hair."

"i know right , we are really each other."

"i am you , you are me." he said and smiled.

i smiled.

i really love this side of jaemin , i suddenly forget about all the hates for him , he's like a new jaemin.

one thing , if only he's not with sujin right now , it would be more perfect.

we get out from the house after having some coffee. we both love coffee plus , i love milk too. but jaemin can't drink milk.

we walked in silence , we have nothing to talk about.

untill he actually start saying something.

"when will mom and dad come home?" he asked.

"why are you asking me ? you know better."

"i'm a human too. i can be forgetful at times."

"by end of this month..i think?" i said.

he nodded.

"listen , i'll make things better. i swear. i'll reveal the truth so sujin can't control me." he said.

yeah talking about that.

"what actually you are hiding from me ? from us?"

"no , i won't tell you. i'm not prepared yet." he said.

na jaemin seriously.

i just look down and walk.

it's useless if i ask him to tell me because..he really won't.

we arrived at school and i can feel others' stares and i can hear their whispers. people just not gonna stop talking about people.

jaemin suddenly put his hand around my shoulders.

"you are my twin , there's nothing to be afraid of. and you're pretty. have some confidence yieun." he said.

i smiled.

"jae-.." i turned around.

it's sujin.

i rolled my eyes. i hate her and i think that pretty obvious.

"why the hell you guys having a matching hair ? and you. you look ugly as hell." she said to me.

"you indirectly saying that i'm ugly then." jaemin said.

"no..-"

"she's my twin." jaemin said.

"i'll go to my class." i said and jaemin nodded.

as i walked , i met jeno.

"your hair..-"

"is it weird?"

"no , you look pretty. you look exactly like jaemin."

"come on , that's normal." i said.