Tired of fucking with these lame niggas. Baby I just need a thug....
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Danielle I peer my eyes upward towards Eric. He appears to be in deep thought and hasn't spoken a word since he called me over to his house. I'm lounging on the couch awaiting a blink or anything from him.
"There's been so much shit going on lately. I don't know where to start. I just wanna thank you and your mama for taking Erin in. I lose sleep so much worrying about that damn girl. When our mother inquires about her I never know how to answer. Mama is in jail she can't constantly worries about us."
I remember their mother going to jail for drug trafficking charges about five years ago. She took a sentence for their father. Who is proudly roaming the streets. He only did six months while she has a few years left on her sentence.
"I always beat myself up. I feel less of a man when it comes to her. My ex turned to drugs and I couldn't get her off them. After losing your brother. I fucking feared losing someone else. That man looked out for me more than some blood ever could. I've feared losing my sister for a long time and the fact that you helped. Man thanks."
He's choking up and tears are forming at the brim of my eyes. I miss my brother so damn much. It drives me insane. Here he is ranting about his duties as sibling and I haven't visited my brother or anything.
"Don't beat yourself up. You do the best you can. You're a better sibling than I'll ever be. Shit my brother has been in the ground for three months and I have barely spoken his name.
He's probably turning over in his grave. He's not here and I still feel like an awful sibling."
I take my right hand and wipe the stray tears falling from my eyes. My leg begins to bounce uncontrollably Feeling myself on the verge of a breakdown I hide my face.
"Don't say that shit. Your brother loves you very much. He's proud of the woman you are. You're strong and smart. Not to mention beautiful as hell on the inside and out."
In one swift motion he takes a seat on the couch and sits me in his lap. He tucks a piece of my hair behind my ear and places a kiss on my cheek.
"I wanna show you something. I think it's time Danielle." My eyes grow wide in confusion
"Not that you little freak. I have a video to show you." We both giggle and I playfully hit him in the chest.
He leaves the couch and heads for his room. I can hear him rummaging through his things. He returns with a circular disk that looks like a DVD. He pops it into his system and my eyes stare in curiosity. My brother appears on the screen.
"What's up this ya nigga Jermaine checking in. I know I look handsome as shit under this light be we ain't here for all that."
"That little ugly nigga was always cocky." I say placing my head on Eric's shoulder.
