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Chapter 7
I'm at school na, no one wants to sit beside me.
"sabi ni mommy, wag daw akong lalapit dyan. baka mahawa ako sa kalandian niya."
"malandi siya!"
"kung ako din naman sila jelly, I would do the same!"
"buti nga! wala na siyang friends. feeling niya kasi maganda siya."
tss, I hear that everyday. what do I care, I'm not affected anymore. as long as I'm happy, wala akong care sakanila. I'm used to it naman na, unlike dati, I would cry, pag pinaguusapan nila ako. lalo when I lost my friends, jelly and kurt. wala na akong kakampi.
flashback
"is it true fia?" kurt asked, "boyfriebd mo ba talaga si kuya dave?" I slightly smiled and nodded. hoping he won't judge me, "hmmm.." he rolled his eyes, crossed his arms and pouted, he always does that when he's thinking.
"we had a promise, didn't we?" he placed his arms on his waist, hayy feeling ko siya si mommy at sesermonan ako. "ikaw pa nga pasimuno sa promise natin nila jelly! walang boyfriend till we graduate highschool, elementary palang tayo oh!" he paused and looked at jelly, who is now bitting her nails, she does that when she's nervous. why would she get nervous?
"mom told me to stay away from you! and so did jelly's mom. at first I refused to, coz you're my bestfriend. but then, nawalan ka ng time saamin. yun pala si kuya dave ang inaatupag mo." he paused and took something from his bag, and handed me some papers. test and quizes ko pala to. "you failed your tests and quized, this isn't you fia. dati ikaw laging pinakamataas ang grades sa room. but now, ikaw pinakamababa." inihilamos niya yun kamay niya sa mukha niya. "now, choose! kami ni jelly and your grades! or kuya dave!"
"kurt!! i told you not to!" protesta ni jelly.
"no! she should choose! I don't wanna be friends with a.." he glared at me "malandi!"
ouch! masakit marinig na sabihan ka ng malandi ng ibang tao, pero mas masakit pag galing sa best friend mo. hindi ako makapagsalita, my tears are about to fall anytime, I don't wanna choose, I love my bestfriends, but I love dave too. I don't wanna loose any of them. the're important to me.
"fia, you don't have to choose. I'll still be your friend, kahit na boyfriend mo si kuya dave. I really don't care at all." jelly stated, I looked at her and gave her a thankyou smile. I want to hug her right now, but I can't move. I was frozen in place, kurt's words was painful bigtime.
i saw kurt glared at jelly, "no jelly! you would not! she must choose!" then looked back at me "so? what? who would you choose? your friends who were there for you since we were 4? or your BOYFRIEND, whom you met 3weeks ago. who?"
I took a deep, deep, deep breath. this is it, I might loose my friends or let them stay. but I really hope they'll understand. "are you really my friend, kurt?" I asked. he gave me a quick nod. "well then, if you are my friend, you would understand me and never let me choose. I don't wanna choose, kurt. I love you guys, you two are my bestfriends, but I love dave too. your KUYA DAVE, please don't let me choose. I don't wanna loose any of you."
he stared at me for a moment, the he took a deep breath. "jelly?" he was still staring at me "come on, she already chose! and I didn't expect this. you chose a guy, you just met 3weeks ago. tama si mom, YOU. ARE. CHEAP!" he emphasized the laat statement, that stung
"YOU"
"ARE"
"CHEAP!"
"YOU, ARE, CHEAP!"
paulit ulit na nagrereplay ang salitang yan sa utak ko. I covered my ears and closed my eyes really hard. sana I'm dreaming lang. sana isang bangungot lang to. pag gising ko I'll still have my friends.
but when I opened my eyes, I saw kurt leaving, while jelly was looking at me, and giving me sorry look, then left as kurt did.
