inner demond

chapter 21

ANGELS POV

Me, Sam and Colby all got a taxi back home as we didn't want to walk as it is quite a way from where we live, we got the taxi home but on there way there something seemed wrong like something or someone was missing. we got home and Sam went straight to the living room to sit down whilst Colby went to the kitchen and I went upstairs to see Chelsea she had some apologizing to do, I got to her room and it was empty only a note for me 

NOTE CHELSEA: Angel im sorry for what I have side to you I cant be around someone that im going to hurt but I will come back I just need time alone for a while, I never met to tell you to cut again and I never meant to say and of that crap to you I truly and sorry 

I looked at the note and I felt nothing I couldn't get myself to care why she left, I put the note back on the bed and walked down stairs. I went straight to the sofa and lied across it taking up all the room.

Colby: where's Chelsea?

Angel: (facing the sofa) don't know shes gone just let her be

Sam: where'd she go

Angel: god sake Sam idk can we all just go to the mall and forget about this beside she needs to learn her lesson of saying thing like that

they all agreed and we went to the mall but I could see that Sam and Colby were confused, we got to the mall and sat around the founting both Sam and Colby had there feet in the water, we sat talking and laughing for a long time about 30 minutes until we saw Jessie,

Jessie: hey do you know where Chelsea is?

Angel: oh she left 

Jessie: because of you this is all your fault your the one who made her leave.

I turned around from the water and stood up me and Jessie were now face to face I clenched my fist punching her making her full down and hit the floor making me smile widely, she got up holding her jew, she gave me an evil look and then we were in a fight we started punching each other. Colby and Sam grabbed hold of me but before they could pull me always Jessie pulled out a small blade cutting my face deep, I felt my self full to the floor and I could hear Colby cry out...

Colby: CALL AN AMBULANCE NOW.....

(TIME SKIP)

I woke up but in a dream well more of a nightmare, I saw Chelsea and Jessie they were beating me up....

I got woke up by Colby shanking me because I was crying, he let go of me and a DR walked in he told me about my depression, hearing him say that made me more depressed, the DR kept saying to me that I had to stop and get therapy which I knew wouldn't work for me. I ignored everything he was saying to me and Colby immediately knew it, the doctor left and Colby told everyone else to leave leaving us to together.

once everyone left I suddenly broke down, I started crying having that nightmare, seeing my BFF beat me broke me, the DR came back in telling me more about my depression making everything worst for me and I guess he could see that because he walked out of the room. Colby hugged me and I cried in his chest, he said new words to me making me calm down more, all of his words made me relies things... A lot of things... I relisted I had no time to cry I had to fix myself. I smiled at Colby and he gave me a peck on the check, I didn't care about anything in that moment it felt like it was just us 2.

we stared into each others eyes, what did I do to deserve him, his perfect, his caring and his always there for me.

Colby took my hand and looked me in the eyes again

Colby: thank you

Angel: for what you bought me here

Colby: for understanding and being there 

understanding him he understands me more then anymore but I though that was just because we cut....

Colby: you may think we only understand because of our cutting but no I understand you in many other ways 

Angel: I know but I don't deserve you as a friend

Colby: but you desever me as a boy friend

my eyes widened widly well one did anyway, Colby sat closer to me but I placed my hand on my eye.

Colby: you know that scare on your eye makes you look sexy 

I tried not blushing but it happened

Angel: it hurts tho (smiling)

Colby: your scares make u who you are and I want to love every single one

Angel: same for me 

I grabbed colbys hand and pulled him closer to me, his head near my shoulder, he kissed me making me blush more...

Colby: will you be my girlfriend

Angel: let me think hmm.....

Colby: oh ...

Angel: im kidding I love you Colby course I will be your girlfriend

Colby was about to clime above me until the others walked in Sam, Arya and Devan looked confused but never said anything Sam looked at me and smiled...

Sam: your scare on your eye makes you look like a gang member 

Colby: Sam really don't think that's the right thing to say do you 

Sam: oh shit yh lol sorry angel

Angel: its fine Sam I like the scare its cool 

we all sat around laughing and thinking about what I looked like with the scare on my eye, Sam kept saying I looked like I had been in a cat fight and that I losted but maybe his right in one way I lost my BFF to fucking Jessie any one but her I cant believe it why now 

Colby: you okay?

I was about to awnser her and then the door opened it was Chelsea with Jessie I didn't know what to say .....