destroy or not? {COMPLETED}

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Eunae's pov
after our performance , me and my members made our back to our seats and watched the remaining performances.

and those includes Wanna One.

"are you excited to watch your boyfriend live infront of you?" Haewon whispered to me. "unnie!" i said hitting her arm.

when i looked to the front , i could see a staff running to Wanna One who was beside us telling them to get backstage for their performance.

the boys got up and walked pass us one by one. me and my members got up to bow at them. the moment Daniel walked pass us , he smiled and bow at me.

honestly , i didn't want to greet back but what can i do when the fans are watching? i bowed back without a smile on my face and my head low so that the fans won't see my expression.

when Seongwoo walked pass , he gave me a hug and i hugged back surprised by his actions. he shook my hand and winked at me before walking away.

Guanlin and Minhyun did the same by hugging me. this should be a way for Seongwoo and me to interact by acting like they are just doing these actions because i'm a friend of theirs.

when we sat back down on our seats after all of them left , i fet Haewon pat my butt. i looked at her and she gave me a cheeky smile. i ignored it and waited patiently for the performance to start.

the moment the boys appeared on stage , the fans screamed like they were going crazy. i understood them since i was a 'fan' of my own boyfriend.

after their performance , it was time for the awards ceremony , the moment that Haewon and Holji have been waiting for.

it was the time when gave out the bonsang award. the MCs called out many groups including Wanna One but our group name wasn't heard yet.

"lastly , Celestial!" me and my members stood up shocked but still smiled brightly since this award was given out to many groups.

when it was our turn to make the speech , Eunkyung started off the speech by greeting the fans."2 , 3."

"ulineun byeol ida. annyeonghasaeyo , Celestial imnida." all four of us said in unison. "nae. it's really a great honour to be able to receive this award. uri Guardian Angels neomu gomawo! we'll come back with better songs for you guys. please continue to love us and support us." Eunkyung said.

she asked me to step forward to speak english to the international fans who were watching us live behind their phones but i was too scared to so i shaked my head a little pushing Haewon to the front.

Haewon had no choice but to go forward and speak whatever Eunkyung said in English and Holji in Chinese.

"uri maknae is a little shy so she won't be speaking today." Holji said before Eunkyung led us for the group greeting.

all the groups went back down off the stage and went to our seats while they call out more artists to win more awards.

"next award will be the female artist popularity award. but because the competition between these two groups were super stiff , we decided both groups should win it. congratulations to Mamamoo and Celestial!"

my group members and i stood up and waited for Mamamoo to walk forward from the back and bowed to them before letting them go first.

Solar came to me and gave me a hug and guess what? i felt like a successful fangirl. i couldn't stop smiling.

the both of us walked to the stage together and i left Solar with her group members so they could give their speech first.

from the stage , i could see Seongwoo looking at me dead in the eye. i couldn't help but have the urge to smile so i bit my own lips to stop smiling.

after Mamamoo's speech , it was our turn.
"you have to speak now." Haewon whispered to me and i nodded.

after we greeted , Eunkyung did the speech once again first. "we're here again on stage to receive another award. we're glad to be able to share this award with Mamamoo sunbaenims. uri Guardian Angels neomu gamsahamnida. we really didn't expect to receive an award like this. please do show us more support and we'll repay you back with better music."

after Eunkyung , Haewon gave me a slight push forward. i repeated everything Eunkyung said in english with my shaky voice. i was so nervous. not because of the huge crowd and the cameras , but my boyfriend who is watching me right there.

when i was done , Holji stepped forward and spoke a little chinese , finishing the speech before we greeted the fans.

both us and Mamamoo walked down the stage and Solar came to me with her phone. "you know what this means." she said handing me her phone. "ahh geurae." i said smiling broadly.

i typed in my phone number with a happy look. a look of a fangirl with her idol. "let's chat more online." she said as we parted ways to our seats.

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