infatuated // seungjin

07

~Seungmin~

I was in trouble. Big trouble.

I had stupidly accepted Hyunjin's offer of working on their assignment at his apartment thinking that Jisung and Jeongin were going to be there to make things less awkward. Unfortunately, that was not what happened, so now my ex is sitting in my living room while Jisung and Jeongin just walked out the door for some goddamn reason.

"So... loves better the second time around." Hyunjin spoke, breaking the silence.

"What?" I retorted, turning to face Hyunjin.

"It's the topic of the song we're writting." He smiled.

"Oh right... let's get started." I said as I hurriedly rushed into my room to get writing materials.

We sat at the dining table next to each other and started brainstorming the lyrics for our song. Ironically, we decided to make the song about two people meeting again after a failed relationship, only to fall back in love. The concept is kind of like what's happening between Hyunjin and I, except for falling back in love part of course.

"Two old friends... Let's start like that." He suggested.

I didn't reply and just stared at him.

"Or if you want to start it a different-" He corrected himself.

"No." I replied in deep thought.

"Huh?" He said, furrowing his eyebrows.

I hummed a little tune softly as I tried to create some lyrics.

"Two old friends... meet again, wearing older faces-" I sang.

"And talk about the places, they've been." Hyunjin finished.

I stared at him in shock and smiled. I hastily wrote the lyrics down, since part of the assignment was to sing acapella, there was no need to create a backing track.

We continued to work together for almost two hours until we decided to end it for the day. There were a few disputes along the way, but we eventually managed to agree with each other so now half of the song has been written.

"Alright, I'll get going. See you again... next week?" He asked.

"Uh... sure." I replied.

He gave me a nod and walked out the door.

⇝

A few hours later, Jisung and Jeongin cameback while I was cooking dinner.

"We're back." Jeongin called out.

"Welcome back." I called out from the kitchen.

"Mmmm smells good!" Jisung cheered as he walked into the kitchen.

I didn't realize that I was sub consciously humming the song Hyunjin and I had written earlier, until Jeongin pointed it out.

"You're in a good mood today hyung! Are you humming the song you and Hyunjin are working on?" He cooed.

"...maybe." I teased.

After I had finished making dinner, I placed the pot onto the table and took off the lid knowing that Jisung and Jeongin would come running into the room in seconds.

As if on cue, the two boys rushed into the room like blood thirsty beasts. I could tell that their mouths were watering greatly.

"Let's eat!" They cheered in unison.

"...why is their only a plate for you Seungmin?" Jisung asked, scratching is head.

They watched me as I slowly walked towards them. I waited a few seconds before grabbing both of them by the ear.

"Owww, Seungmin hyung!" Jeongin protested.

They squirmed in pain until I finally let go of them.

"What was that for?" Jisung retaliated.

"That was for leaving me here alone with Hyunjin earlier!" I told them.

"We're sorry hyung! We just had to be somewhere! Please don't make us starve to death!" Jeongin begged.

"We had errands! Please forgive us!" Jisung cried.

I looked at them both as they apologized multiple times.

"...alright. I guess if you guys hadn't left, we would've just been distracted." I smiled.

"Thank you Seungmin! You don't hate us do you?" Jisung asked.

"Of course not. Now go get your plates, I'm hungry." I spoke.

The two boys raced to the cupboard to get their plates and cutlery and quickly sat down at the dining table.

⇝

~Chan~

"Chanbin." I called out from the living room to the other who was in the kitchen.

"What?" Changbin replied.

"Hyunjin talked to me today. He said that he was sorry and that he wants to be friends again. Should we listen to him?" I asked.

"You know what Chan hyung. I'd love to be friends with Hyunjin again, but you already how Felix is going to react if he found out. So I'll just wait until Felix is on good terms with him. I'm sure that'll be soon since Seungmin and Hyunjin are bound to get back together again right? Speaking of Felix, I'd better go home before he get's grumpy. I'll see you tomorrow." He spoke before walking out the door.

"What do you think Woojin hyung? Should I be friends with Hyunjin again?" I asked the older who was eating at the dining table.

"It's up to you. I think his apology is genuine, so he's being honest. And he's the only one who can make Seungmin happy again right? So it's good to be on good terms with him if they get back together." Woojin explained.

"Oh alright, I guess I'll give him a chance. How about you hyung? Will you forgive Hyunjin? You were there when they broke up right?" I questioned.

"We weren't really friends, more like acquaintances so I don't think my opinion matters. But if he makes Seungmin happy and they get back together, than I've already forgiven him." He answered.

⇝

~???~

"Hey babe, how was class today" The older asked me.

"It was alright." I smiled.

I waited for to say something but he just walked away. He kept on walking, he didn't turn back. Why had he left so abruptly? Everything was going so well.

I called out to him, he didn't reply. He just continued walking. As he walked further through the school corridors, the scenery around me began to change until were on an open field full of flowers.

He just kept walking, further and further away until he was gone. I fell onto my knees as I heard his voice.

"I want to end things." He began.

"I've just, fallen out of love." He finished.

I woke up in bed all sweaty, tears were falling from my eyes. I had that dream again. I cried as all the pain flooded back.

Why did I ever agree to it? I should have fought for us... I want you back. Please come back... Chan hyung.