High School Project

Messed Up

Jaime's POV

When I say I was shook. I was fucking shook.

Here I was looking like a damn fool with a whole child in my hand, while Cole, who fucking told me they were done, was with the cheerleaders ( footballers too but they rather irrelevant) and was sitting rather close to Robyn. He even put Jay down, who came running to me once he saw us, for Robyn to hug him.

I don't know why this shit hurt so bad, but it deadass did. I don't know if it was because I was falling for the dude or I got way too attached. I shook the thought out of my head and held onto Jay who made it over. While holding both of my boys to me, I decided that I shouldn't be all caught up in Cole. He ain't mine, he's only in a partnership with me for a grade. No matter how much that junk hurt it.

I looked over to Kyle when I heard a small sniff. I quickly did a double take, when I saw him hugging his baby to his chest and lightly crying and looking at the table. I reached out to him only for him to flinch and hold his daughter closer to him.

Following his line of sight, I finally saw what he was seeing. Dylan was hugged up with one of Robyn's friends. If I remember correctly, that was his ex, so I wanna know why they like that now. I pulled Kyle to me and let him rest his head on my shoulder.

Ryan simply got up and left his two oldest with us. He held his youngest to his chest while he gathered a cart to grab all of us food. With Kyle shaking and me holding him and most of the kids, I simply watched Ryan.

He went from Chick-Fil-A to Wings to the baby version of all those and Taco Bell drinks. He slowly walked past the middle table and looked Benji in his eye. I could see that all Benji did was shrug and Ryan face dropped while Benji went to talk to the boy next to him.

Ryan looked like he wanted to explode, shout, and beat the fuck outta Benji. Instead, my boy simply turned and pushed the cart towards us. He rolled his eyes and plopped down next to us and passed out all of the bags. While Ryan was feeding his kids, Kyle seemed to stop crying then started eating and feeding his 'princess'.

Once everyone was finished, Kyle got up and placed all the trash onto the cart. While he was gone Jay wanted to listen to music, of course, I let him. But by the time Kyle came back, Jay was up and dancing in front of the booth. I turned the music up a little louder and let him continue on. Until Brook joined him, honestly all three of us were hyping them up, going wild.

Soon Jas joined with Eli until a familiar song came on, Jay hit the pause button and simply stared at Kyle,  Ryan, and me with puppy dog eyes. Before I could say anything, Jas and Brook started as well.

Kyle and Ryan simply looked at me, but I could tell there was excitement in their eyes. I tossed my head back and let out a groan.

"Fine, but come here and hold the younger ones."

All three scrambled into the booths and took the younger ones from our hands, before pushing us and cheering. I played the song and calmed my self down and took off my shoes, which I know I'm going to regret this later. All of us got into position and I tossed my jacket lightly to Jay. Once it got to the part that we needed we went in.

[The video in the media is what they danced like only the first group]

Halfway during the performance, Jay turned it up even more and we could tell everyone was looking at us. The babies were all screeching and cheer once we were done. Then the bell rang and I put on my shoes and jacket grabbing both Jay and Eli as well as all of there stuff and headed towards Colton.

I stopped when I saw him staring at me wide-eyed until Robyn took his chin and kissed him. I rolled my eyes like it didn't bother me and walked away. Of course, my dumbass was ready to break down. I felt like I was being too dramatic. We were never together. No matter how much we held each other. No matter how much we talked, laughed, danced.