Deadly Cuteness- Rosekook

#9 I Need Your Help

JUNGKOOK'S PERSPECTIVE:

The tall and slim silhouette was visible through the glass window in the door. It was obvious that it was Taehyung hyung. I started to panic and ended the call as fast as I could without saying anything to Chaeyoung. I quickly hid my cellphone under my pillow. So that he couldn't be able to know that I was talking to someone before.

ROSÉ'S PERSPECTIVE:

As I was explaining the situation, call suddenly ended leaving me confused. I was shocked, but then I finally understood what I had done. I was demeaning his fans. I was so stupid. I only than realized why he did that. I felt a huge urge to cry, he was so kind and nice, yet I criticised people who had done a lot for him and his group. Was I out of my mind? That day really was the worst. I couldn't bear to leave things as they were and typed a heartfelt message:

I didn't mean to disgrace you and your fanbase. I'm really sorry for offending you. I hope you won't be angry at my group members for what I said. I will take all the resposibility for what I had said. You can hate me as much as you want, but please leave unnies and Lisa out of the incident. I'm very sorry and I hope you will forgive me for my stupid mistake. ROSÉ

I sent it and decided to take my sleeping pill to finally be able to fall asleep to end that horibble day.

JUNGKOOK'S PERSPECTIVE:

I was lying on my bed as if nothing happened. Hyung opened the door and finally his full body was visible, when I looked at his face it was noticable that he was confused. He probably had heard my voice before coming to the room.

- What's up?- I asked him as calm as I could.

- Who was talking before?- he asked looking from side to side as if he wanted to find someone there.

- Probably Jimin hyung.- I said as cool as I could.

- Ok. I wanted to talk.- he sounded so serious. I was a little bit startled.

- What about?

- You know, we met Rose today, right.- he said hesitantly. I tried not to react to her name.

- What about her?

- You know I like her the best in BLACKPINK, ever since year ago. I wanted you to help me.- I started to feel my palms were sweating.

- With what?!- I asked rather angry but surprisingly he didn't react.

- I want to meet her but I don't know how to do that and since you bumped into her, you could contact her and... maybe ask her for number for me.- I wanted to explode on him. Why did he have to like her? And why the hell he wanted me to help him? I was even more glad that I have hid my cellphone under my pillow . I knew it was rear for Taehyung hyung to like someone. I would have been fine with anyone else, even IU sunbae but not Chaeng. I didn't know what to say to him, so decided to blantly lie.

- You know, she probably had an awful day today and you have seen how she reacted to bumping on us. I don't want to do that out of nowhere and ask her for her private number. I think you asked wrong person to help you. Aren't you friends with BLACKPINK's Jisoo? Why don't you ask her? She's probably better source than me.- as I was saying that I heard a notification sound coming out of my phone.- Don't you agree, hyung?- I was asking him that questions just to make him realize that I won't help him. I would never help him get closer to Chaeng.

- I guess it's more reasonable. Thanks for the advice.- he winked at me and headed in the direction of the doors. Before he left I heard loud 'Good Night'. I probably made him believe in everything what I had said. When he finally left I took my phone out as fast as from under my pillow. On the screen I could see one unread message from Chaeyoung. I was surprised I didn't expect her to text me so fast. I finally opened it and felt my heart break into two pieces. I was supposed to help her to stop blaming herself and make her realize that the whole incident was not her fault but of course I did the complete opposite. I was such an idiot. I didn't know what to do. Should have I texted her? Called her? I had to apologize but I didn't know how to do that. I probably had made her cry. I'm such a dickhead. I started typing as fast as I could. Words were not making any sense, but I had to do something. When I finally finished texting I sent it and was anxiously waiting for response.

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