He hopes to meet her, she doesn't know that. Both admire each other. What is going to happen once when the realize their true feelings? When will it happen? How will others react once they know the truth?
As I was witnessing the whole situation unfold, I couldn't believe she was in front of me. It was unbelieveble. I was looking at her pictures and then she appeared in front of my eyes. It was such a cliche moment. She looked nervous. Well who couldn't be intimidated in front of seven men much taller than her (well except Jimin hyung), who wouldn't shut up. We were staring at each other till we heard Taehyung hyung ask what was exactly going on. Well I really didn't know as well. It was like a dream, the best kind there was.
I realized that Chaeyoung was apologizing. She than starred at me again and seemed to realize something. She started to me without looking at me, still bowing. It seemed like she had no intention of getting up, so I decided to pull her up after all her legs would have started to hurt soon. I wanted to comfort her, so I started explaining myself in hopes that she would feel much better. Because it wasn't her fault at all, she haven't done it on purpose. When I finished I heard Seokjin hyung ask Chaeyoung.
- But why are you calling him sunbae?
I have to say that hyung may not be the smartest person to others, but I surely considered him as one, he was definitely in the first ten, but after he asked such basic question, his ranking dropped around twenty places. After all he was watching BLACKPINK's MVs with us yet he wasn't able to recognize Rosie. He was probably focusing on Jisoo noona too much. I wasn't thinking much and responded quickly. I described her most noticeable features as fast as could. I didn't want to seem suspicious even a little bit. If I had said that her mole under her lips gives it away, I would hear that I was creepy in the dorm until my enlistment, but guess what it still was to unexpected because Hoseok hyung decided to tease me anyway. After all I was never interested in anybody besides IU sunbae, which they knew about (well who hasn't). But you never go out with fantasy you just think about them sometimes. After hearing his comment I felt my cheeks were getting warmer. I couldn't even respond because Namjoon hyung did it already for me and frankly speaking I was quite glad he did that, cause I'm pretty sure I wouldn't have said anything very smart. But then I saw Taehyung hyung approach her, I started to sweat.
Hyung has always been very open about the fact that he admires Chaeng very much, he often complemented and praised her and even called her as 'Pretty Rose'. Everytime he did that I was frustrated but envious at the same time. He was able to express his feeling and opinions freely without much care, while I was observing her from distance so that anyone could not have noticed. Yes, I was a coward. He was trying to get close to her and he was succeeding, she even called him as 'Taehyung oppa'. I swear to god I didn't like that word before but after that it got another level of hatred from me. She was that powerful I heard her adress it another man and I felt extremely bitter.
I knew I was acting ridiculous but I couldn't help it. I admit I was jealous, but who wouldn't when they would see someone they like be like that to someone else. I almost errupted with anger when he wrapped his arm around her. I dropped my head down so that nobody could have seen my expression, my fists were in my pockets as well. He said that I was forgiving and I for sure was at the time. I only responded by nodding my head, I couldn't open my mouth because I was pretty sure if I did I would have started scolding him which I couldn't have done since he was my hyung. So I decided not to look in his direction, hoping it would help to calme me down. Well may I just say that it didn't last long. I glanced at him when I heard word 'continue' come from him. I quickly felt another wave of heat when I noticed tiptoeing Chaeyoung whispering to hyung. As much as adorable she looked why was she doing that to him. I would have been fine with anyone else but why him and that smirk on his face it was so annoying. I wanted to punch something or rather someone. But then Hoseok hyung had to add fuel to the fire with his comment.
He was annoying as well. I was so focused on my feelings that I hadn't even noticed Chaeyoung drop down to the floor, she seemed so weak and hopeless. I was pretty sure that she was affected by the comment as well. I knew that she probably didn't want things to turn out like they did. Someone had to help her and protect her from the next comments coming her way and for sure it wasn't Taehyung hyung. He did enough damage already. He should have maned up and explained it so they wouldn't laugh about it. I helped her get up again and gently encouraged her to continue her previous actions.
My frustation was reaching its limits, but I still wasn't able to be angry at her. When she started explaining, I understood why she chose Tae hyung for help. He wanted to get close to her, it was his initiative. When she finished talking I noticed a few tears falling down her cheeks. It was visible that she regreted what she did before. She was so innocent. Everytime I glanced at her she seemed even more cuter than before. I was starting to feel better but then I noticed hyung patting her back to help her calm down. He was always touchy with us but I had never seen him act that way to someone he barely knew. It was shocking and he seemed to be enjoying it way too much. My anger was starting to rise again but then I heard RM hyung say.
- We should be going now.
I knew that if I wanted to get closer to her I had to show my initiative as well. So after she bowed to everyone, I decided to stop her from leaving. It seemed to be my last chance to do it. I had to man up.
-We should exchange phone numbers.
It was the first time I did that to a girl that I had liked. After I did that I noticed her puzzled expression, she was confused and flustered at the same time. She was questioning for the reason of my action, while looking straight into my eyes. It was the first time when I realized that her eyes were extremely beautiful. I had to make my excuse very believable. Either way I was interesed about her health. Surprisingly she didn't ask another question and handed me her device. I decided to drop the honorifics as fast as possible. I saved my number as 'Jungkookie'.
After all it was my name and since we were the same age, it didn't seem so complicated. When we were done I noticed that she was quite shocked about the 'Jungkookie' situation. I looked at my screen and noticed that hadn't saved the contact yet so I quickly typed 'Chaengie' and finshed the action. I had to explain that I would have been feeling awkward if she was calling my as per 'sunbaenim'. She kept looking at the screen and me back and forth until she realized what was going on. I knew it was almost about the time when we had to go on stage so we parted quickly. I wasn't bitter about that knowing that I had her number and ablilty to call her later.
