Lost life

Beat

Weeks went by with Jimin being more engrossed in university assignments. He mostly went to the library to study. Sometimes with Mark, most times alone. He liked to be alone. He could sort his thoughts out and study in silence, just how he liked to.

It was once that the library was closed for a week and Jimin didn't know where to go. He strayed around in the city and went to the familiar café he once visited.

The handsome male who had pink hair, got dark brown hair. Jimin didn't recognize him at first, but after they saw each other, they did.

"Long time no see, cutie pie.", winked Jin. "Hi.", smiled Jimin at him. "What can I get you?" Jin didn't seem to get his eyes off Jimin. After he ordered an ice coffee, he sat down at a lonely corner and pulled his notes out. He couldn't really concentrate, because the café was already packed with people on a Saturday morning. He red all over the notes he made, trying to memorize everything, still with the noise in his back.

"Working hard?", startled him a voice. Jimin looked up, to see a  grinning Yoongi again. He nodded, his eyes going down at his notes again. "I don't even get a hello? Rude.", shook Yoongi his head, making Jimin slightly laugh. "I'm sorry, I'm a bit stressed out.", he sighed.

"Well, I see.", acknowledged the black haired. Jin came by and served Yoongi something, Jimin really didn't want to care about. He winked at Jimin, before disappearing again.

"I don't mean it in a creepy way, but I really don't think you can work here." Yoongi didn't know why, but he wanted to send a glare at Seokjin.

"Wanna come over again?", he asked and he couldn't understand why he felt that nervous. "Where?", asked Jimin, his eyes going up to Yoongi again. "My studio, stupid.", rolled the black haired his eyes, trying to mask how nervous he really was.

"I'd like to.", agreed Jimin, smiling lightly. "Let's go then."

The way to the studio was silent again, but Yoongi felt more nervous than ever. He didn't know what he should do and Jimin didn't seem to be in the best mood at all.

As they arrived upstairs, Yongi opened the door to the studio and was relieved that Namjoon wasn't there. Jimin immediately sat down at the table with the computer in front of him. Just two minutes, he again was full studying. Yoongi watched him from the couch, sitting at the wall. He liked to see Jimin that concentrated. He didn't notice how long he was staring at the silver-haired, until his phone vibrated. Jimin got startled and turned to face Yoongi in shock.

"Sorry, sorry.", rushed Yoongi and Jimin gave him a weak smile, turning to his studies. Yoongi pulled his phone out, looking at what the hell made Jimin jump. And himself of course.

Namjoon

Rm: You there? I'm gonna be late

Yoongi: Don't come, I'm not there

He didn't know why, but he didn't want Namjoon to know that Jimin was there.

Rm: Why?

Yoongi: Do whatever, but I'm not there, so no need to go

Rm: Okay

It made Yoongi happy to know that he'd be alone with him. Even if it sounded creepy, he liked it.

"You know...", interfered Jimin in his silence. He turned to look at Yoongi, his eyes soft. "I'm sorry.", he whispered. "Why?", asked Yoongi simply, not knowing what would come. "I just made you take me here and I didn't even thank you or talk to you at all.", he confessed. "I don't mind, relax." It came out more rude, than Yoongi interfered to. "I mean, it's nice. It's not a problem. You are doing nothing wrong here.", tried Yoongi to assure him. He felt the heat in his cheeks and he was more embarrassed. "Thank you.", smiled Jimin shyly and turned to his studies again.

Yoongi couldn't say what he felt at all and it made him crazy. He pulled pencils and sheets out and decided to just write what he thought. He looked at the one with silver hair again, before he let his hand write everything down. He wrote down every feeling he had and ever felt while being with him. He noticed that he wrote more than he ever written before, in a short time. He didn't know what he should feel about that. 

It was afternoon when Jimin decided to end his studies for some time. He stretched his arms, before he quickly put his things in his bag and turned his head. Yoongi had fallen asleep on the couch. He had a pencil in his hand and sheets all over his lap and some sheets next to him.

Jimin giggled at the view in front of him. He slept so peaceful with his mouth slightly open. The silver-haired got to his feet and walked over to him. He took the pencil out of his hand and laid the fully written sheets away. Jimin couldn't stop staring at how cute he looked while sleeping. He sat down at the cleared space next to him and just looked at the appearance of the elder. Yoongi's head was turned to the side so Jimin had the full view of his face in front of him. Jimin leaned his head against the couch, imitating the pose of the sleeping one. He just liked when Yoongi was so hard asleep, cause he looked so adorable when his eyes were closed.

He began to admire everything on his face. His cute nose, his beautiful skin, and his small pink lips. Jimin's face came nearer to Yoongi's, he never left his eyes on his pink lips that seemed to be tasty. Jimin was so close to Yoongi so he could feel his warm breath on his skin, his heart began to bump fast.

He didn't know why he wanted to be so close to Yoongi, or what he wanted to do.

Slowly the eyes of the black-haired opened, to see Jimin staring at him. The view in front knocked his breath out. Jimin looked innocently in his open eyes and Yoongi couldn't get enough of it.

His hand moved up to Jimin's cheeks, grazing them with his knuckles. The silver-haired felt his heart beat faster than before. Their eye contact got lost, as the black-haired leaned closer to him. Jimin just knew that Yoongi could hear his heart beat like crazy.

Just before their lips had the chance to brush, Yoongi's lips went straight up to Jimin's ear.

"If you don't want your ass get fucked, you should leave.", whispered Yoongi in a harsh way to Jimin. All the color drained from his face and as Yoongi leaned back, he had an evil smirk plastered on his face. Jimin's eyes got wide when he heard that Yoongi would fuck him. The only thing he felt now was his heart was racing like crazy. He immediately went for his bag and left Yoongi in the studio.

The black-haired picked his own notes he made, up and added two sentences, before he just stared blankly into the room.

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Okaaaay now i'm done with this charper. I don't know if i got to fast with Yoongi and Jimin, naah. Y'all will see when the wild stuff are coming ;) But i have spend a whole ass month on this shit sooo be happy with it!