Murderer

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I did not die a natural death.

I have been killed by

 Attitude...

Behavior...

Ego...

Ignorance...

And more than you could imagine.

I was killed... mentally...

until it started to affect me physically.

My heart is locked with so much pain.

Every teardrop leaves a puddle with a memory.

The world does not stop for my grief.

You convinced me to jump.

Promising that you would catch me.

But as soon as I started to fall,

You were already turning around.

I tried so hard.

I tried my best.

I gave you my all,

And now there is nothing left.

You stole my heart

Then tore it in two.

I am falling apart

And do not know what to do.

Divided by decisions.

I have been burned by the fire,

Confused by your words,

Tempted by desire.

I am living the present.

But my mind is in the past.

Not knowing what I will lose,

Not knowing what will last.

I am blinded by fear.

I am drowning in doubt.

I am struggling to be free.

Looking for a way out...

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