Kitty's Secrets

Chapter 20

A/N:  Here is another chapter and I hope you enjoy it.  

Kit POV

Jenny is so excited to be in my wedding that she hasn't stopped smiling since yesterday when we asked her. This is exactly what she needed. She has been so down in the dumps since her mother works so much that she is often in her room all alone. I have asked some volunteers to come and spend the day with her, so she isn't so lonely, but I'm not sure if it is working. However, now she is practically glowing from being so happy. I never thought the idea of being a flower girl would make her this happy. I think this is helping more than the medicine is.

As I look through some charts, Brenda peeks her head into my office. "Dr. Kit, do you have a few minutes?"

I smile as I look up at her. "Sure. What's up?"

Brenda brings a folder and I already know that it is the folder that she is using to keep all my wedding stuff together. Oh, so she has some wedding questions.

Brenda takes a seat in front of my desk and opens her folder. She quickly scans down her list of to-do items and asks, "I hear that you haven't picked out a honeymoon location yet. Can I ask a simple question?"

I shrug as I reply, "Sure."

Brenda quickly asks, "Why? Are you afraid to be alone with Ming for that long or what? You should be happier than ever to get some much needed quality alone time with your new husband."

I sigh, but I don't have the answer. I don't even know myself what is stopping me. Part of it is because I have never been away from Copter for that long, but I don't know what the other reason is.

Slowly, I answer, "Well, part of it is Copter. You know that I have never been away from him for that long. However, I don't really know what the other part is. I just can't quite put my finger on it. Plus, I don't know exactly what I want for a honeymoon. Ming keeps wanting to go to someplace with a beach, but I'm not too sure. I don't know if I want to walk around the beach with just swimming trunks on while flashing my stretch marks to everyone. And, before you say that they can't be that bad, I'm here to tell you that they are that bad."

Brenda chuckles. "I don't think Ming minds your stretch marks and I think that is the only person that you should be worried about. Or, is it that you don't want other people seeing Ming in just his swimming suit. Are you afraid that someone may come in and steal Ming away from you?"

Nervously, I hiss, "No!"

Brenda smiles and teases, "Oh, so you are worried that someone is going to try and steal Ming away from you. I don't think this whole honeymoon issue is about you at all, but more about you not wanting people to see Ming in something revealing. Kit, did you forget that he searched for you for five years? There is no way that Ming will willingly be taken from you. They would have to kidnap him in order for him to leave you. So, stop worrying about it."

I softly mumble, "I know but I can't help it. Have you seen the way people look at Ming? Most of the time, woman look like they are undressing him and devouring him with their eyes."

Brenda shakes her head. "They look at Forth, Beam and Pha like that too. However, some of the men look at Yo with those hungry eyes but you don't see Pha trying to hide his fiancé. Pha proudly walks right next to him and flaunts the fact that he is his fiancé. So, stop acting like a scared child and be proud of your man and your family."