Arianna's POV:
I fought my urge to cry for hours after Kayla left me in the room alone. She forced Kate and Carter out so that she could calm me down. After she successfully calmed me she left. I simply cried for about half an hour and then my eyes felt dry, along with my throat. It also felt like I just did a workout on my abs because of all my sobbing and shaking. I hate crying for long periods of time because I always feel disgusted with myself afterward.
No, i'm not some stuck up rich girl who believes it's okay to cry over everything. Honestly I think I am pretty lucky in my life except for some things obviously.. and so I hate feeling sorry for myself. Self pity is the worst.
I wondered if Sam felt anything from the shade I threw at him. Yeah, doubt it, plus who cares about what he does and doesn't care about anyways.
The door opened and Kate walked in, alone this time.
"Hey there..." She said awkwardly noticing my puffy eyes and I smiled.
"Hey." I responded normally and she smiled back.
"Sorry about earlier I had no idea what-"
"No need to apologize Kate, it's okay. I'm fine and you couldn't have known I was coming into the room in that state." I smiled and she let out a breath she seemed to be holding in.
"Thank God, I thought you might be mad at me and based from what I see... I really want to be on your good side!" She fell into the bed and sighed. "So what happened?"
"Well you know how we're both stubborn. I fired at him and he fired back..... except I was a pistol and he was a shotgun." I shrugged my shoulders.
"Damn.... that son of a bitch, he's honestly a jerk just like everyone says." Kate rolled her eyes and started to get undressed.
"Yeah, no kidding, for once the rumours are true." I added. "You know his sister and mom are really worried about him here, if he has such a caring family why does he act so stupid?"
"Who knows, I mean maybe he just has some serious stuff going on in his head." Kate got up and walked toward the bathroom, "I'm gonna take a quick shower before dinner alright."
I nodded as she locked the door and then thought about whether I should take a nap, or do something productive. I mean my nice outdoor time was ruined by Sam earlier, so I guess i'll go outside to try and refresh myself after all the crying.
I left the room and walked onto the back porch and into the grass. There was a small bench under a tree on the far right end of the yard where I went and sat down.
I wonder if my parents will communicate with me while im in here. I mean they raised me, could they really just send me away and forget about me this whole time until I come back?
Maybe i'm just being stupid but I think that's exactly what they're going to do.
I saw a shadow appear in the grass blocking the sun whilst I was staring toward the floor and looked up to see who it was.
"Hey there stranger." Matthias said and I just stared at him.
"Matt? What? How did you..." I wasn't expecting a visit from Matt anytime soon.
"Well, I knew about the place so I decided to visit." He sat next to me on the bench. "What's up?"
"They let you in here?" I questioned and he nodded.
"Yeah, of course, you're allowed to get visitors you know." He laughed and then his smile faded when he looked at me properly. "Arianna, are you okay?" He asked.
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I Knew You Were Trouble.
Fiksi RemajaArianna is a teen struggling with a bad temper. Growing up she was never a bad girl... she never went to clubs, drank alcohol, smoked or anything like the other girls, she was just known for her anger problems. One day Arianna takes her usual, every...