Why? (An Ouran Highschool Host Club FanFic) (??? X OC)

Fuck You Kyouya

I... Can't... Words...

This chapters gonna suck, just warning you ahead of time, so don't complain

Just read, and hopefully you get the gist of it

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(Peyton POV)

What the fuck was I supposed to do? Just sit there and take it? If I'm being held against my will, might as well enjoy it! Right?

Not gonna lie... I liked it... Okay I loved it! I was always the more dominate one in the relationship, boy or girl, so having someone else take control for once was just... WOW!

His hand was too low and I think he's actually high, but fuck it I'm gonna enjoy this.

His hand went lower and I gasped as he grabbed my ass. Uninvited, his tongue entered my mouth, demanding dominance. At that point I wanted to punch him, but my person wouldn't let me move... I didn't want to move.

Tongues fought, battles were won, hair pulling was done... and then he finally loosened his grip... and let go...

I backed away and slapped him... Scratch that, I fucking punched him! I don't care how much I liked it, how dare that bastard!

"The fucks wrong with you?" I screamed, watching how his head snapped to the side from the impact.

"Worth it," he turned his head back, giving me a smile. I stepped on his crouch before dunking his head under water and storming off. I heard his screams of pain and gasps for air as I walked out the door... music to my ears.

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The next morning sucked, I had locked myself in my room for only a few hours, using that time to pack and write out a note before I left. I loaded everything on to my bike, and headed home, not wanting to see anybody the rest of the weekend...

(Kyouya's POV)

"Worth it," why did I say that? Then she crushed me and almost drowned me. Fuck, I thought she was liking it! What just happened?

(Hikaru's POV)

Saturday! It's finally Saturday! Yes, I can't wait to go out and have fun with my brother, best friends, and my... Peyton... What are we now anyways? Am I her boyfriend or... What. Should I ask her? How do I even bring up a question like that. I should just... ask her.

I walked into her room... only to find her gone. Bed made and everything. Nothing but a note on the bed that said 'bye.' I didn't understand, where did she go, and why in the middle of the night?

I called her, but she didn't answer. I kept calling her, but she never answered. I was getting worried, I woke everyone up and we made our way to her house.

It felt like it took forever to get there, but once we did, she didn't answer the door. We heard a thump though, like if a pillow hit the door, but that's it. She never answered the door, she never picked up our calls. We worried about her the entire ride home. I didn't want to leave, but I also didn't want to worry our parents. Kaoru had to practically drag me to the car.

The entire night I kept calling and calling... I know I must sound like some annoying, needy girlfriend right now, but I'm kinda freaking out. I mean, what happened, how bad is it, is she in trouble, what if she's dead?

It was passed midnight when I finally gave up. Not one call... Nothing. I drifted off to sleep, wanting to see Peyton first thing in the morning...

(Takashi's POV)

I was worried, we all where. She was like my little sister, same with Honey. We kept calling her, everyone did. Not once did she pick up.

At quarter to eleven... my phone rang. Unknown number.

There was a scratchy voice at the end, but I could still tell who it was.

"Hey... Could you... Come over? Just you though. I don't wanna see the other hosts right now... Sorry if I woke you..." She sounded sad, like she'd been crying, or screaming. Her voice was quiet and small, with little cracks after every few words.

"Sure." Then she just hung up. I heard the small clatter that her home phone made when she set it down, right before the beep. Home phone, that's why I didn't recognize the caller.

I sped over there as fast as I could, hoping that she wasn't in any sort of trouble.

When I got there, I didn't even have to knock on the door before it opened. I was about to, when I heard the handle click. It slowly made it's way open, to reveal a Peyton with her makeup bleeding and her eyes puffy. Wearing nothing but a huge gray batman shirt and boxer shorts.

Once she got a good look at me, she just opened the door and took a slow step towards me, rapped her arms around me in a gentle hug... that eventually got tighter and tighter... the more she cried into my chest.

I picked her up bridal style and gently carried her to the couch. Like any big brother would do, I comforted her, holding her closely, trying to calm her down. Once her sobs finally died down, she started to hiccup as she attempted to talk.

"I'm... sorry..."

"For what?"

"I-I... kissed Kyouya..."

"Why?" I thought she was with Hikaru!

"He kissed me... and I... I kissed him back." I hugged her tighter as her cries started up again. It took a while, but she soon stopped all together. At first I thought she had fallen asleep, but then she whipped her face and started to explain herself.

What I made out from all the mumbles and rambling, was that, although she likes Hikaru, she also likes Kyouya. And she feels as though, because of this, she's not good enough for either of them... I think that's what she said. It's still pretty hard to understand.

"Takashi... What should I do?"

"Talk." Just talk to them, I don't really know what else to say.

"Talk to them? I'm not even sure how I feel about either of them! Hikaru's sweet and all, but he's just... so similar to all the other guys I've dated, but I still don't want to hurt him... I like him. Kyouya though, he's just so... different. I've never really even met someone who would want to stand up to me, let alone try and kiss me! So controlling and dominant... and I think I like him too... You know, I'm actually kind of sorry I called you so late. And... I'm sorry I made you come here and listen to my stupid problems... I'm just... sorry... Shit I sound like such a fucking girl right now... " she trailed off. I hugged her again. I felt kind of bad in a way; she didn't do anything wrong, yet she feels like all her confusion is her fault. It's now fair to her.

"It's okay," was my only response, because in all honesty, it was. It's not her fault. If it's anyone's fault, it's Kyouya's for confusing her this much.

What the hell is his problem?

"It's okay," I repeated. I continued to repeat the same words until she fell asleep on the couch. I didn't leave that night. I fell asleep on one of her chairs, hoping we could resolve everything in the morning, but right now I just need some sleep...

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Okay so I kinda lied when I said it would be a longer chapter, but hey now you get to vote

Kyouya or Hikaru?

I have cool ideas for both stories, but I might need some help

Comment who, and why

Till next time :p