holding on (h.s)

cheater or promise breaker?

(4 years later ~ 2014)

Katerina's POV

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'Hey, weren't you Harry Style's girlfriend in 2010?'

'You're the girl he used to vlog with!'

'Did you break up?'

Shut up. Okay? Just shut up. Yes, okay! Yes! I was his girlfriend! I did vlog with him! And to be honest I don't know if we broke up because he stopped talking to me 4 years ago but by the looks of it I'm pretty sure we are.

Why? Because Harry mother f-ing Edward Styles is part of the biggest boyband in the world and has dated about half the world! That's why! Yeah, your probably wondering what happened. Well here's what happened.

Harry went off to his little x-factor thing, we skyped everyday. We text and called each other everyday. What happened. Well I tried calling him one day and whoop de do! He 'changed' his number! Okay, I know what you thinking. 'Kat, every celebrity has to change there number when there big'

Well get this. Liam, Louis, Zayn and Niall all text me with there new number. But Harry? NOPE. Nothing. Not only that, he changed his skype too. I don't know what I did or what happened but we drifted apart within a day.

'Kat, where are you and what are you doing now?' Well, I'm still currently living in London with Bailey. I've graduated from college and I'm a Victoria Secret Angel. When I'm off that, which isn't a lot.. I'm a bartender.

I know kinda a sucky job but whatever. Right now were in London getting ready for the show tonight. A lot of people still ask me if me and Harry are still together. I don't know, I honestly don't. I mean, he didn't break up with me. But he dated Taylor Swift, and btw.. this girl. THIS GIRL dissed me at the VMA's so, hate her. And he dated Kendall Jenner.

So, if we are together.. he's a cheater. And if we aren't.. he's a promise breaker. So either way I still end up heart broken. Thats always fun. "Kat! Focus!" Bailey yells at me. I automatically snap out of my thoughts and return my attention to Bailey.

Did I tell you were both Victoria Secret Angels? "Okay so it's Kylie, Alyssa, Jamie, You, Hailey, Jessica and then me." I nodded trying to remember the walk order. "Do you have your outfits or costumes or whatever there called?" She said pointing to my bags. I nodded and grabbed my luggage. "Lets go."

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Harrys POV

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Now, before you start screaming bloody hell at me. Let me explain. Once I left London I had rehearsals 24/7. I tried my damn hardest to skype and call Kat everyday but it was hard okay!?

Yes I know, Harry you're an idiot she was perfect for you! Don't you think I know that? I spend everyday thinking about how I treated her like trash. Why didn't you give her you new number? Because I didn't want it hurt her!

Well you did. I KNOW THAT OKAY? JESUS CHRIST. I KNOW I HURT HER OKAY? I KNOW SHE HAS A BROKEN HEART AND ITS MY FAULT OKAY? I TAKE RESPONSIBILITY FOR HER BROKEN HEART AND IT HURTS KNOWING I LEFT HER FOR TRASHY GIRLS I DIDNT EVEN LIKE.

I took a deep breath. "Come on dude! We gotta hurry! The show starts in an hour!" Louis said grabbing his phone. I got up and grabbed mine as well, where are we going you ask? The 2014 Victoria Secret Fashion Show. Were performing tonight on live TV. We piled into a van and drove down to where ever we were going.

'Harry where are you and what are you doing now?' I currently live back in London with the boys. I'm on break right now so I've been home all month. I've thought about visiting Kat's family. See how Kat and them are doing. But I never have. Maybe tonight I will after the show. Yeah, that sounds good.

We pulled up back and got out of the van. I was standing beside Niall, he got a text.

From; Katerinaaaaaa

Are you here? Where? I'm just getting ready rn. Come to my dressing room. It the second hallway, third door to your left.

My eyes widened. Katerina. My Katerina is a Victoria Secret Model!? WHAT? SHES BEEN SHOWING ALL THESE PEOPLE HER BODY FOR WHAT? 3 YEARS PROBABLY? Harry calm down. Maybe it's not your Kat."Guys! I'll meet you later, gonna go meet someone."

"Who." I said stiffly, grabbing his arm. "Why do you care." Me and Niall don't get along much anymore. Since I broke Kat's heart we've drifted apart. I don't blame him. I hate myself too. "Because I want to know, just tell me who!" He pulled his arm out of my grip.

"None of you're business. Now go fuck yourself. Liam come on." I looked at Liam he nodded and ran to Niall. They ran inside. I had to do some research.

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all hell is about to break loose. a/n I dropped my phone on my toe, fml.