Sweet Innocent Angel • Zorbyn AU

Chapter 10

ZACH

Sitting in English, I can't help but feel my eyes close every five seconds. All the teacher does is talk and talk, giving dumb lectures that don't make sense, it's whatever though because everyone fails this class.

Plus I have a free period next. So I'll probably meet up with Jack and fulfill his needs. Or I could actually do my homework. But nah, doesn't sound like fun and all I do now days is just for fun. I'm just looking for a hell of a ride. What about your future, Zach?

What future? I have no future now, I've made my decision to just go by the day. I mean I think about it every once in a while, but what's the point of this "future." It use to be literally the same stupid routine every day.

Sleep. School. Soccer. Eat.

Now that's all changed because the decisions I've choose. I'm in control of myself and the old me just felt so controlled, now that I've realized it's all just in my head I could possibly go on my own adventures.

Looking around the room, I break out of my thoughts and just watch everyone around me. I mean all these people wouldn't have noticed me back then, but now I finally got their attention.

But as I turn my head behind me, I see the hot blonde from the mall yesterday. He was really sweet but he seemed kind of too...cupcake like. If you describe it like that, sweet and soft with a little bit of frosting, right?

In all honest, I mean he tried to talk some sense into me, which I probably need but who cares. I do.

His eyes are really striking from the distance though, even when he turns his head away I still catch him looking front the corner of his eye.

Before Jack, I would probably have been totally crushing on this guy. I would never make a move but admire from the distance.

It's just everything has changed. Sighing, I try to focus on the teacher but my reoccurring thoughts are that I can't go back to who I was before.

Time passes and I rush down the hallway, glancing around the people but focus on my one destination, Jack.

Once I escape outside of the school, I head pass the courtyard where people sit and chat, going about their business. Looking back behind me, I make sure no one is there and when no one isn't, I continue on. I feel extremely paranoid but continue on.

I head to the very edge of campus where it's the entrance to wooded area, but I see a figure waiting a few feet away, the usual cigarette in his mouth.

"Hey," I walk up and grab the cigarette from his mouth before pressing my lips to his for a fast and forceful kiss as a greeting.

"Hey Princess," he smiles at me which is rare.

Good mood?" I ask raising an eyebrow while taking a puff of his cigarette.

"Yep," he says grabbing my hand. I take another puff as we walk before planting the cigarette back between his lips, causing him to chuckle.

Wow, he must be really happy today, man. I wonder why? But I know I can't ask because you know what they say, curiosity killed the cat.

Jack plops down beside a fat tree, and then he holds out his arms waiting for me to sit too. I sit in between his legs and snuggle into his chest and his arms wrap around me.

I'm kinda glad he's in a good mood because when he is, he never wants sex. Typically he just likes the company of me, especially just having me in his arms. I kinda think he just sees me as some kind of trophy but I'll never know what Jack wants, I've still haven't figure out his mysterious aura.

The usual smell of smoke fills my nose and I just smile, closing my eyes. I like this feeling of just relaxing, but it never lasts forever, I know because...

"Come to my house at midnight tonight," Jack demands. That, it's like he knows the perfect time to ruin a moment.

"Ok, daddy," I whisper into his chest.

I never know why I feel like this sometimes, just feel so sad about my life choices. But any other day I would forget about my negativity and go on with my day..like ooh fun. Nowadays, I just don't know what's happening to me, but it feels like I need someone.