Little GRACE

PaGe of LoNeLiness

I stand in front of the class with students inside of it. I saw some of them were talking with each other, probably females gossipping about 'hot' stuffs. The males typically talking about sports or 'dirty' stuffs. Everything was the same to me. The old and new school was just the same to me yet I was making a different step unlike before.

I decided to be a loner. I decided to not wanted to make friends. Friends were just a total burden to me and also a distraction. Beside, I never found someone that could accept me. All of them wanted me to be someone that they like. Not what I wanted to be.

I put my hoodie to cover my jet black hair after I ruffled it, making my hair look messy. I am a female but i prefer to be a tomboy. Being a female is a pain in the ass and being a lazy ass person, I cut my hair and it completely made me look like a guy.

I walked into the class and stand in front of them. I didn't even laid my eyes on them, just looking straight to the wall. Letting them observed me : the new student. The teacher told me to introduce myself to my new 'friends'. I tucked my hands into my pockets after I let out a heavy sigh that I immediately received a snort from someone that totally disliked me by just looking at me.

Fool. Always judging people before they even know them.

"My name is Bailey Gunner and I am a female" I introduced and pressed the fact that I am a female. The girls groaned and the boys laughed at the girls' disappointment and I wasn't surprised about it. I've used to it.

"Thank you for introducing yourself to all of us. You may take your seat next to Jazmin.." The teacher gave me the cue to go to my seat immediately with a friendly smile still plastered on her face.

Jazmin stood up and shows me the empty seat next to her and sit after I got myself to the empty seat that she shown me. Sitting at the back of the class wasn't bad but i prefer to sit alone. Wasn't my luck i guess. The female that was named after Jazmin continue to write down her notes and I was assuming that she wasn't comfortable with me due to the fact that i look like a guy.

I took out my sketchbook and started to sketch. I was sketching a fairy with armour, not fancy but satisfying. I flipped to another page and I look at the list of the foreign language that I made.

"You learn Japanese?"

I heard a soft voice in front of me asking with curiosity before I lift my head to look at her.

I saw a pair of bright emerald eyes looking at me with black rings around her eyes. Her long brunette hair slipping pass her shoulders softly when she turned her torso to look at me. I nodded slowly and continued to do my thing until..

"I learn Japanese too! By the way, My name is Rouge Rosa. Pleased to make your acquaintance! Just call me Rouge..what's your name?" Rouge smiles brightly after she introduced herself to me and asked for my name. I literally just introduced myself in front of the class and she asked me to do it again? Wasn't she listening to me or what?

I put my pencil into my pencil case before I zipped it.

"My name is Bailey Gunner" I introduced myself without even making eye contact with her.

"Nice name" she complimented my name.

After that introductions between Rouge and I. She started to talk to me. I tried to give her the clues that I wanted to be left alone but she decided to be clueless and give me a tour around the school after the bell rang for recess. She talked about places that she recommended the best to hang out and people to stay away from.

"The teacher didn't even ask you to give me a tour around the school.." I started.

"What? I just wanted to show you the way so you won't be lost in your way.." She answered which i just nodded in reply and keep quiet.

I glanced at her and for a moment and a thought runs through my mind.

Is she has any friends at all?