It's the first birthday I spend without you
I'm quiet
I'm waiting
Listening for even the smallest soundYour singing voice rings in my ear
Somber and slow
I'm listening for you
I'm singing alongBut you're not there
Just a voice in the back of my mind
Muffled and hoarse
I'm listening for you
I'm singing alongThe notes ring in my ears
Soft and melodic
I'm listening for you
But you're long goneI'm looking for a sign
One that you're still here
Watching
Listening
SingingI'm longing for a sound
A melancholic note
One that matches your tone
So I don't feel too aloneI'm searching
High and low
To and fro
My eyes dart into the cold night
But you're not thereI'm waiting
For the moment we're together again
Until I can smile and hug you
Until we can sit and sing
But that's a dream
One that can't come trueIt's so real
Yet so fake
This lucid dream
It makes my heart breakI'm yearning
Listening
Waiting
For a responseAre you still there?
(I'm watching you)
Will I be alright?
(Don't fret, all will be well)Are you listening?
(Your voice is beautiful)
Will I be content?
(It'll get better)I feel so alone
(You're not)
(I'm here and I love you)
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Roses
Poetry"Roses have thorns, as humans have flaws. They protect us from the wrong." ⚠️WARNING⚠️ *the topics of death, suicide and depression are touched many times throughout this entire book, if you cannot read through these topics, please find a different...