Don't Deserve You (Emison Fanfic)

I Feel Your Arms Around Me

You never give up up when I'm falling apart, your arms are always open wide

Emily's POV

She looked peaceful when she slept. She looked sincere. And beautiful. It made me relax, seeing her so calm. She looked totally different from what she had looked like few minutes ago. I raised my hand and brushed her cheek gently. Then I heard footsteps behind me and pulled my hand away.

"Has she woke yet?" Spencer asked and handed me a steaming cup of tea.

I shook my head and thanked her. Then I turned to look once again the blonde girl laying next to me. Spencer sat behind me on the couch.

"I still can't believe she did that", I said quetly still looking at Ali.

"Me neither."

It was quiet for a moment.

"So, you're sure it was a man?"

"Yeah, I'm pretty sure. That voice... it was man's, for sure."

Then I heard a low moan beside me. It was Ali. She was finally waking up.

"Ali? You all right?" I asked and leaned closer to her. I placed my hand on her cheek.

Ali slowly opened her eyes."What happened?" she asked looking around her.

"A attacked us", I told her and I couldn't hide the proudness in my voice."You stopped him. Don't you remember?"

Alison sat up and furrowed her eyebrows."Yeah, I remember."

She rubbed the back of her head with her hand which made me think that I had been right when I thought that she had hit her head.

Then Ali saw Spencer sitting behind me."It was your car, right?" Spencer nodded."Well, without you we'd probably be dead right now, so thank you."

"Well, you saved Emily. I guess we're even", Spencer grinned and stood up."I'm gonna head home. My mom called me and said she needed me for something."

She hugged me tightly and left us alone.

"Are you okay?" I asked again.

Ali looked down on her lap. I saw a tear falling down from her cheek. She raised her gaze at me."No."

She sounded sad. No. She sounded broken. I wrapped my arms around her. She leaned her head against my chest. I knew she was trying to hold down her tears. I ran my fingers trough her hair and rubbed her back comforting.

"You can cry, Ali. It's not wrong", I said and kissed her slightly on the forehead. And Ali cried.

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Ali's POV

"I'm sorry. I don't usually do this", I said as I pulled away from her. I wiped the tears off and sniffed."I'm just scared of what A does next. If he would do something to you, I could never forgive myself."

I felt the tears fill my eyes again."You don't need to apologize. You saved me."

"No, I'm the reason you were in danger! If I wouldn't have came here A wouldn't have been here and this whole thing wouldn't have happened", panic filled my mind as I realized that it was true. I had brought A to Emily. He had realized that using the people I love was the best way to get to me.

I couldn't breathe. I was hyperventilating and shaking recklessly. Emily tied her arms around me again and I was basically laying on her lap.

"Shh, calm down Ali. You're safe now. I won't let A do anything to you", she said fondly caressing my back and running her fingers trough my hair.