You & I | Jackson Wang

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Chapter 16

Helle:
I feel something weird in my stomach every time  I'm with this person...
does it mean I'm sick?

Hosaena:
What the hell, Helle!?
It's like 01:22 am... why are you texting me?

Helle:
what a good friend you are...

Hosaena:
Sorry sweetie, but I need my sleep.
I'll text you when I wake up.
love you! Bye!

Helle:
...

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The next day Helle and Jackson skipped their practice because he was meeting his old friend.
She spent her day with Bambam watching movies and talking about how happy she is helping her favorite celebrity. Later that day she went back to her apartment because her friend was coming over.

When she took a bath someone knocked on her door. She walked down from her bedroom to open the door for her friend. "Hey! We can talk now." Hosaena said walking in. Helle sighed and walked after her. She was sitting on the couch waiting for Helle to talk.

"Talk."
Helle walked to her and sat beside her.
"I don't how to say this but when I'm with this person I feel something and I don't know what it is." She said with a desperate voice.

"I can't help you unless you tell me more, Helle. Like what you actually feel."

"That's what I don't know." She sighed again. "I just feel nervous and something weird when he looks at me." she continued. "Who are you talking about though?" Her friend asked not really understanding who Helle was talking about. 

Helle didn't want to tell her, but now that they have started to talk about it, she can't back off. "You may get surprised if I tell you who he is." "No, I won't. Just tell me."

Helle took a breath and looked at her friend and said, "Jackson." Helle could tell that her friend was surprised by her face. Her eyes were big. It looked like she was about to die because she held her breath. After what felt like years she finally talked. "So you are saying you like Jackson?" Her friend asked to make sure if she understood what she just said. 

Helle shook her head as a no. "I didn't say that I like him." She mumbled. Hosaena looked at her confused. "But I thought you said you felt something weird and that you get nervous every time you are with him?" Helle said as she sighed. "So it means that I like him?" She carefully asked. "Probably," Hosaena said nodding dramatically. 

Helle didn't know when she started to have feelings for Jackson. All she knew was that they used to fight every time she used visit Bambam. And now she likes Jackson. 

"I thought you liked Bambam." Hosaena blurted out. Helle frowned. "What?" She chuckled. "Bambam and I are only friends." Hosaena breathed in relief. Helle looked at her friend who was weird. 

"Is there something I need to know?" Helle asked her friend who tried to change the conversation. "And I don't take a 'no' as an answer." She warned. Hosaena sighed and gave up. "Okay fine. I think I like Bambam." Helle looked at her with wide eyes. "You what? When did that even happen?" 

"Remember when you left home early after we practiced for our dance to show Jackson and the other?" Helle nodded after remembering. "Well I was practicing alone and Bambam walked in to check if someone forgot to turn the light off only to see that I was alone. So we talked for hours and he drove me home because he said it was late and I shouldn't walk home alone." She smiled remembering everything. "From that day we started to talk often and we still do." 

Helle was smiling at her at the same time she felt bad for her friend. She likes Bambam, but Helle knew it was one-sided. Now Helle was sure that she shouldn't tell her about Bambam liking Helle and not Hosaena. 

"Enough talking about me." She broke the silence. "Your birthday is in two days and we need to celebrate it." Helle chuckled. "Of course." She winked. "Oh. Do you know if he likes someone? I mean Bambam." Helle was silent for a while. She knew that she shouldn't tell her and she won't.  Helle gulped and said no.  

"Ok." 

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